𝐌𝐲 𝐎𝐦𝐞𝐠𝐚~

The confusion

(A/N Did ya miss me? 😘 saw that my account info was posted on the dark web and decided this is probably what I should do with my time rather than the things I need to do 🕴so. I might keep it up? I don't know. I keep saying I'm going to.. Then. Don't. For. Months. Or years at a time ig. I hate this thing I've created so much. 💀 ... Why is there so much SEX. On that note. There will NOT be as much sex as there wasss. Like at all. Some. But not often. Are you ready?!)
(⚠ TRIGGER. WARNING. ⚠ THE USE OF 🎀psychedelic drugs🎀 🎀marijuana🎀 and 🎀alcohol🎀 WILL BE IN THIS CHAPTER.)

Shotos p.o.v.-
There's a feeling in my gut I can't shake. After I helped Kirishima I heard a door slam on my way back to my room.. I look over my shoulder to see Mina and Sero walk in to the commons. They see Kirishima is doing better and ask what happened. I stop eavesdropping and go over to Bakugous door and knock shaking. I wasn't scared of Bakugou. I was worried about the bigger mess I may have started. I wasn't sure it was him. But my intuition was telling me it was. It was silent. One... When I get to three I leave..two..

This is insane..

Thr- before I could finish the (very dramatic) counting to myself the door swings open. Bakugous angry ruby eyes bloodshot. His cheeks red. Almost like he wanted to cry just by looking at me. It was silent. It felt like time had stopped. No movement. Just me. And Bakugou. And some really intense awkward eye contact. This past like 3 minutes proved he most definitely saw what happened.. His voice groggy and pissy erupts from his face "are you gonna stand there and stare at me like a deer in headlights or are we gonna talk about it?" I stay calm. His aggressive tone wasn't gonna get to me.. (Obviously..trauma!)

Katsukis pov-
The anger. Frustration. And anxiety boiled over inside. As I slammed the door to my room. It felt like I was suffocating. Nothing felt real. I could feel tears Welling up in my eyes. I don't know why I'm like this but I'm ruining my relationship to the point where he was needing commands by a different alpha. Because I neglected him.. The knocking on my door just about did it I was seconds away from blowing up. Before I turn and open the door annoyed I look at him and ask a question he looks at me with this dumbfounded look "may I come in? " two face asks and without waiting for a response pushes his way in. "I guess. Like I had a choice?" I close the door behind him and lay on my bed. He looks at the room before sitting in my (Kirishimas) gaming chair. "I want to apologize for what happened." He started with out a second to let him continue I sit up and look at him "WHAT? you mean commanding MY boyfriend? MY omega?"(ouh the title name? This wasn't even planned 😛)

Silence. He never broke the gaze though. He took a deep breath. Loud. Deep breath and continued. "He needed help. And his alpha obviously hasn't been around to do that.. Right?" Silence again. His words plus my own personal self beating swirling in my head. I look at him blankly. Waiting for him to continue on with what he had to say. "What happened is done. No one else but the tree of us know about it right?" I roll my eyes "YEAH! But that doesn't change anything! You sti-" he cuts me off. "Yes.i still went against all my senses and I comanded kirishima. And again I'm sorry. But this isn't Reverseable.. And he's going to have to command with the both of us." I get up closer to him slight sparks fly from my palms "Fuck no. You are done talking to him in entirety." He sighs. Very nonchalant. Leaning back slightly to get a little further away from me. "Think rationally now. If I don't help him cycle. It's going to throw him all out of wack. We have to continue doing this. For his sake. Me and you can do it with him together. That way you can be sure there is no funny business. And no one has to know we both are. But YOU need to get your shit together. Keep treating him like that? Soon you will be a marked alpha with no Omega." My glare sharpens. As I get angrier.."GET THE FUCK OUT! " He stands walking towards the door not turning his back on me placing his palm on the door "he's gonna realize that he doesn't need you as much as he thinks he does if you keep your bullshit up.. Talk to him. " he leaves as soon as he finishes his sentence. And the panic comes flooding back.. He's going to leave me? Why am I hurting him? Why can't I just fucking talk to him? I sit on the floor the emotions to powerful to ignore.. I cry.

Kirishimas pov
Mina and Sero walk in and sit with me. "Hey babes! You're looking so much better!" I laughed sheepishly. "Yeah feeling a lot better too!" Sero slid off the sofa onto the floor. Leaning his head back into my lap "how's it doin?" I shrug "it's alright. Same old same old. Kats hasn't spoken to me in I don't know how long (totally not because the author doesn't remember and doesn't wanna go back to see if there is a set time).. He can't even look at me." Sero and Mina both let out a sigh Mina starts "look. I say this as your best friend. You shouldn't have to keep up like this. You two need to make up. And if y'all cant. You really should just.. Go?" I sat in confusion looking at her. Before I began to speak "I love him. And I want to continue our relationship through anything we can get past this. What I don't think we can get past is a break up conversation.. Plus I'm marked. I can't be marked again. And no alpha wants a marked on omega." I chuckle ever so slightly. Before I felt a weight lifted off my head. The ears and tail disappeared.. After months of living with them it became normal to everyone including myself. Sero looked FLABBERGASTED "What the hell just happened?" I laugh so much it feels like my ribs might explode "holy shit! I have no clue!" Sero and Mina both laugh with me before Mina looks at sero then looked at me "does this call for celebration?" Seros eyes basically glow with excitement "what?.. " They laugh and get up dragging me to seros room locking the door behind them sero takes out a bag of weed. And shrooms. "Wanna trip or trip sit?" He holds out the bags in front of me and before I answer "I got this and some tequila if you wanna do some shots?" I laughed "fuck it let's do this shit" me and Mina sit on seros bed while sero grabs the tequila and sets it to the bed and sits with us. "I'll trip sit!" Mina says confidently grabbing the bag of green and looking for a grinder. Me and sero down 3 shots before opening the bag of shrooms.

(A/N: hope this is a good start for hopping back on this GRINDDD I hope y'all enjoy this little emotional roller coaster here! Next chapter is in the works should I go down a very angsty road for a minute?🤨LMK!!😜)

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