Zhand zindagi

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I wanna die😭😭😭😭
I'm having negative thoughts, I'm frustrated. I got scolded by my parents because of my inhuman anger. It's true that a normal human can't get this much angry at very small things. My mental health is not okay. Boys are bullying me but papa is saying that it happens with everyone. Believe me, it doesn't. They're not like other kids. They're dangerous. Very dangerous. I slapped one of them today and also argued with a teacher. That's why I got scolded. But that teacher was wrong. It's not my fault. And also I didn't raise my voice at him . I think I should visit another therapist. I have to get well soon. At this age, a normal girl would be happy, playing with her friends. And here, I'm dealing with depression, anxiety, anger issues. What the hell should I do. God created me like this. Oh not to forget about my OCD. I want everything perfect. Like everything including my marks. I just want to share these things with someone. I told my bf about it today and he tried to make me laugh. He's always the one who makes me laugh at these situations. hehe single feel nhi karana tha. Byeeee

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