MY FOREVER | YOONNIE

CHAPTER 14 - FEELING JEALOUS

[10:30AM]

JENNIE'S POINT OF VIEW

I was walking slowly hugging the folders with papers inside while looking down on the floor, thinking about Sana and Yoon-Gi earlier. I felt sad while thinking about it. I still can't understand this feeling. I still can't understand why am I feeling jealous and why do I hate seeing them together. I just felt it now when Sana came to his life.

Jennie: "D-do I like him?.." I asked whispering to myself. I was about to spoke up again, but someone approached me and called my name.

??: "Hey, Jennie.." Someone spoked up and I looked up, and my heart beats fast when I saw him. It's Yoon-Gi.

This feeling was different. This is the first time I felt it for him. I know this feeling.. I felt this on Jong-In when the first time I met him.. I-I'm inlove with him... but it's a bit different.. because I feel like I'm more inlove with Yoon-Gi than Jong-In?.. no.. I shouldn't fall to him. I shouldn't feel this for him.

Yoon-Gi: "Uhm.. are you okay, Jennie?" He asked me.

Jennie: "Uh, y-yeah.. I'm fine." I answered to him.

Yoon-Gi was about to speak, but someone approached us. It's Sana. Yoon-Gi smiled widely when he saw her.

Yoon-Gi: "Ohh, Sana.." He uttered while smiling widely.

Sana: "Uhm, aren't you busy today, Yoon-Gi?" She asked him.

I don't know why Sana is asking him that. Maybe, she wanna go out with him? or she has a surprise for him? Can't she even see me here on their edge? or she just wants him to give her an attention?

Yoon-Gi: He nodded slightly, "Yeah, I'm not busy today.." He replied to her before saying, "..why are you asking me that?" He asked her.

Sana: "Uhm, nothing, I just wanted to invite you to go outside.. like bonding with each other.. if you want, but I won't force you if you don't want." She said with a small smile on her lips.

Yoon-Gi: He nodded and smiled, "Sure." He just replied to her.

Sana: The small smile on her lips became big and wide smile when Yoon-Gi agreed to her,"R-really?.." She questioned him, and Yoon-Gi just nodded as 'yes' to her question. She became very happy, so she hugged Yoon-Gi.

Ouch.. I got hurt. I don't wanna see the two of them having a sweet moments together. I don't wanna see them hugging each other, anymore, because it's making me sad, hurted, and jealousy. I don't wanna feel this feeling. I'm trying to hid that I'm hurted and I'm just trying to act like I'm also happy for them, so they won't wonder why my behavior are different right now.. but in inside, I really felt sad and hurted.

I look up at them who's hugging each other happily and I can see that Yoon-Gi got surprised when Sana hugged him. He smiled and hug her back. After a bit, they broke the hug.

Yoon-Gi: "Uh.. Jennie, we're just leaving now.. just going out for bonding with each other, you know.." He uttered to me.

I just nodded and faked smile at him, and they left me.. alone.. but yeah, how can I be not alone if they left me, right? of course I'll be alone if they left.

I sighed and started to walk. While I was walking slowly, I can still feel the pain in my heart. 'Why do I feel this? Why do I need to fall to him? I already have Jong-In by my side, and I love him.. so much, but why do I feel like I love Yoon-Gi... much than how I love Jong-In?' I thought to myself.

While getting confused because so many questions entering on my mind, someone approached me. I look up at him and I saw Jong-In.

Jennie: "Love.." I uttered happily and I ran to him and immediately hug him, and he hug me back. After a bit I pulled myself from him. "Love, I thought you already left." I said while smiling widely.

Jong-In: "Oh.. uhm, not yet, because I'm really looking for you." He uttered while smiling slightly.

Jennie: "Um, why?" I asked him.

Jong-In: "Uh, can I accompany you home later?" He asked me while smiling slightly.

Jennie: "Sure." I answered to him and smiled. He smiled back and hug me. I smiled widely and hug him back.

YOON-GI'S POINT OF VIEW

We left Jennie, but we're not yet going down because we're still waiting for the elevator to open. When I took a look at Jennie, I saw her and Jong-In hugging with each other, and I felt sad, and hurt.. much than how I felt before.

I think my feelings for Jennie is going to be deeper and deeper. I just looked down, because I don't wanna see them together, again.

I'm still looking down on the floor with sad facial expression because I still felt really hurt, and I didn't saw that the elevator was already opened.

Sana: "Yoon-Gi, let's go, the elevator is already opened." She uttered and I wasn't responding, because I'm still looking down and hurted. "Yoon-Gi, are you okay? You look so sad." She asked me.

I looked up at her and just nodded and faked smile at her. Then we went inside the elevator.

I can see the two of them happy with each other, and as they're walking, holding with each other's hand happily, the door of the elevator closes. The door of the elevator finally closes and I can no longer see them leaving, and I looked down because I felt so sad, jealous, and I felt like my heart breaks a million of pieces, seeing the two of them so happy with each other, holding-hands, and hugging.

SANA'S POINT OF VIEW

I and Yoon-Gi were here in the elevator and I can see him looking down and he look very sad. I don't wanna see him sad, because it's hurting me everytime he look sad.

Sana: I patted his back. "Are you sure that you're okay, Yoon-Gi?" I asked him before saying, "If you have any problem, you can tell me. I'm just here, Yoon-Gi." I uttered to him with a slight smile on my lips.

Yoon-Gi: He looked at me and he smiled slightly. "I have no problem, Sana." He replied to me in low voice.

I just nodded and smiled back at him. I can see that his smile is very different right now. I think he's really not fine, but I won't force him to tell me why he look so sad right now, because maybe he's not yet ready to tell me what's his problem.

TO BE CONTINUED...