Ship - Seungbin (more like whole skz)
Genre - angst ⚠️ (proceed if your comfort)
Long ass chapter
•HOLD ME BEFORE I COLLAPSE•
Changbin, you need to practice more.
Changbin, you need practice your rap more
Changbin, you are gaining again.
Changbin, you need to do more work out.
Changbin, stop eating.
Changbin, you are good for nothing.
Changbin, you look different from your group.
This words were hurting changbin, because he gave everything for stray kids. He always comforts everyone without asking any help.
Currently, his mind were not focused. He was sitting with his member watching "S class MV"
Most of the time changbin zoned out, those words from manager and director were haunting him.
"Changbin hyung look so handsome." Said Seungmin, he looked at changbin who was so lost in thinking.
"Nah, he is not." Joked Hyunjin, everybody laughed except two people, changbin and Seungmin.
Seungmin was busy looking at changbin worried because changbin being silent was something that's not okay.
"Hyung." Called Seungmin softly while shaking his leg.
"Yes, minnie?" Asked Changbin.
"Are you okay??" Asked Seungmin
"Yes , I am fine minnie." Smiled Changbin and focused on MV.
"I do look different from them, may be ugly and fat?"
Thought Changbin, he hated those words 'ugly and fat'.
"May be manager nim was right."
Thought Changbin.
Seungmin was worried because member were enjoying except changbin.
After sometime
" Let's eat dinner guys " said Han.
"You all go ahead, i will eat later." Said Changbin, everyone were shocked.
"Hyung, are you okay? " Asked Jeongin.
"Yes, innie. Just I don't have appetite to eat now." Said Changbin, they nodded and walked away.
Changbin turned back to walk to his dorm Seungmin looked at his disappearing image.
"Seungmin, you coming?" Asked Lee know, he walked away.
Changbin moved to practice his dance moves, he didn't want to be the reason of stray kids fall.
He need to be perfect for his member.
It was 2 Am in the morning, he was exhausted.
He laid on the floor, he was sweaty. He breathed out and laid on his chest. He didn't know when he slept there.
"Good morning, hyung." Greeted Seungmin.
"Where is changbin hyung?" Asked Seungmin.
"We know you love him minnieeeee~" teased felix, other laughed
"But where is he? He was not in his bed room either." Said Seungmin.
They walked inside, Seungmin looked at the figure sleeping on the floor in cold weather. He knew changbin was not good with winter season.
