another world

chapter 1 "introducing ny self"

This chapter is about introducing myself. Ahem..., where do I start? Is it the good things about me, which is not that much, or the other way around? Okay, let's start with the good things about me.

I am Kim Minji, a renowned author from Seoul, South Korea. My literary works predominantly consist of romantic stories that have captivated countless readers, inspiring them to experience love in new ways. The success of my books has been acknowledged with numerous prestigious awards, which I am truly honored to have received.

I am fortunate to have a supportive girlfriend who I consider to be the love of my life and the inspiration behind my future successes. I will introduce her later on.

I have a best friend who I truly believe is my soulmate. Our friendship has been a constant since we were in the womb. Our families have always been close, and she understands me better than I understand myself. She's been there for all the highs and lows, the moments of joy and heartache, and the times when I felt completely lost. While my girlfriend is the love of my life, my best friend is my lifeline, my anchor, guiding me through the storms and celebrations of life.

I was born into a family of considerable wealth and influence. My father is a renowned musician, a true icon in the world of hardcore rock, while my mother has carved out a name for herself as a highly acclaimed and celebrated sculptor, considered to be a national treasure in her field. Additionally, my sister has made a name for herself as a famous painter, with some even suggesting that she embodies the spirit of the legendary Leonardo da Vinci.

Our family is the envy of many, and it's not hard to see why. Each of us has achieved recognition and success in our respective fields. Nevertheless, the downside is the constant intrusion into our privacy. It often feels as though we belong to the public, with every aspect of our lives exposed to scrutiny. There's no semblance of secrecy, and this is just the beginning of the challenges we face.

Ever since I mentioned that my dad is a rock star, you should have an idea of what to anticipate. And yes, you are right. He had multiple affairs, and it was a public scandal. Eventually, he decided to leave our family and chose his mistress over us. What a dick decision.

My mom, oh my mother. I struggle to find the words to adequately describe her gentle nature and unwavering kindness. She is a truly remarkable soul, always putting the needs of her loved ones before her own. Her unwavering support and understanding became even more apparent when I came out to her about my sexuality - she embraced me with warmth and love, providing the reassurance I desperately needed. Her love and care know no bounds; she is the epitome of a mother who would move heaven and earth for her children. However, despite her incredible strength, she grapples with schizophrenia. When my dad left us, she wasn't able to handle it.

I am deeply saddened by the heartbreaking situation involving my sister and me. It is a profound and painful experience that has had a significant impact on our lives, made worse by the intrusive and insensitive behavior of the media. Can you imagine being in a state of mourning after the loss of your mother, only to be relentlessly hounded by heartless media personnel asking about your feelings? The insensitivity further extended to inquiries about our father, whom my sister and I could not forgive due to the role he played in our mother's tragic decision. His actions have caused irreparable harm, and we view him as a selfish and callous individual.

The bond I share with my sister is reminiscent of the one I had with my mother. Just like my mom, my sister is incredibly kind and caring. When my mom passed away, my sister stepped in and took care of me, ensuring that I always had everything I needed. Sadly, she faced a similar tragedy when her husband passed away, and the weight of the loss was too much for her. As a result, she ended up inheriting schizophrenia, just like my mom.

The first signs of schizophrenia began to emerge following the devastating loss of my sister. It was incredibly challenging to cope with the tragic events that had unfolded in my life - first losing my beloved mother and then my only remaining family member, my sister. Throughout this tumultuous period, my best friend stood by me unwaveringly. She provided me with the constant support and reassurance that I desperately needed. Whether it was accompanying me to therapy sessions or reminding me to take my medication, she was my steadfast lifeline, always there to offer her unwavering support.

I make a solemn vow to myself that I will not succumb to the same struggles as those around me. I am determined to combat my mental health challenges. I draw strength from the unwavering support of my loving best friend and girlfriend, that fills me with hope and determination.