SPIDER-MAN HYBRID

CHAPTER ONE

I'M SO TIRED OF YOU

NEW YORK CITY

Peter Benjamin Parker was bitten by a Radioactive Spider at the young age of 14yrs old, we all know the story as he goes through his life to becoming Spider-Man, being a hero and also enduring some of the worst amounts of Suffering a human can go through without having lost sight of his moral code, but honestly, that moral code, that no kill rule, he's starting to wonder something, really think about something, he's allowed criminals to go for years, given them time in prison and yet they never learn anything, they don't change, they just come back and cause more pain, they just take more lives and he comes in, fights really hard, stops them, webs them up and then what, they get taken to jail where they are able to plan more ways to attack and hurt and kill and rape more people, they just hurt more people and the world wants him to remain the good guys, why?

Peter was sitting in a bar with someone who had massive amounts of experience in these things, massive amounts of Experience in the real world, he had been tortured all his life since he put that stupid costume on and wanted to help people,

"So what do you do when you don't know what you're fighting for anymore, Julia?"

Julia Carpenter, aka Madame Web, a veteran spider-hero as well as the Seer of the Great Web of Life and Destiny, she's been a closer friend of Peter for a very long time, she's one of the only people to have seen him when he's at his darkest and during times when he wouldn't have pulled through, she's been there to help him, to strengthen his resolve to remain fighting and now was one such time.

"I'm not sure what to tell you Peter, you've been through more pain and suffering than so many of our brother and sisters across the Great Webs Threads, you've been hurt..." thinking back to when Morlun beat him nearly to death "You've been betrayed..." thinking back to when he believed that Norman Osborn could actually be a good guy after years of evil "And you've been left to your lonesome by many, regretfully, I was one such who had left you and I am sorry, Peter" the sadness in her voice was so audible

"Don't worry about it Julia, you couldn't have stopped those, I took a chance and I paid for each one, guess I'm just the problem" Peter said raising his head to not let the tears fall

"You aren't the problem Peter! you didn't do anything wrong, the Inheritors were gonna come after you at some point, you took a chance that maybe there was some good in Norman to save after so much darkness and you couldn't know that Otto was going to steal your body and do unspeakable things with it, and our old teammates couldn't even bat an eye to maybe call in a telepath"

She faces Peter, her red tinted glasses hiding her gorgeous blue but blind eyes, her long cherry blonde hair that reached down to her back, she was beautiful and Peter had always thought that, but he knew she was way too out of his league, he had thought of asking her out, but really a bombshell like that was far too much for a loser like him

"Okay that's it Peter, you gotta stop doing this to yourself, you aren't a loser, and you are way to handsome to think that a woman wouldn't want you, you're smart, the nicest and most caring person alive, you'd rather you suffer the pain of loss than let any others do so, you do deserve to find someone for you!" Julia yelled after having read Peter's mind and heard the way he degraded himself

"Julia I...sorry" he said rubbing the back of his head

"Is, was what you said true, do you think I'm beautiful?" she said with a blush on her face

"Julia?"

"No never mind I'm just uh...ow look at the time, Rachael's calling, mommy's gotta go" she teleported away with a visible blush on her face