How To Say I Love You For 10 Years ( Markson )

Chapter 2 : A New Roommate

(Edited)
Mark P.O.V. ~

"Your so cute my Marky!" As Jackson hugs me as if his life depended on it. I feel his hard chest on my heated cheeks. his muscles hugging me, to protect me for everything in the world, his heartbeat racing as I hear how much he loves me.

He pulls away and says something that makes the world go away, 'I love you, my dimsum' as he places his handsome lips on my pink ones. Just as I said 'I love you to my Mandu', I hear Youngjae's voice.

"Mar...Mark....MARK!!"

"We are switching classes now!" His hand hits my head making all the previous dreams vanish from my head, that is now throbbing.

"You know you could just tap me and I would reply to your calling."

Youngjae really needs to give me at least my dreams.

He suddenly grabs my wrist and we run towards the door, where I see my prince and Youngjae's prince. With a crowd around them. "I woke you up to see our princes." I smile and just hug Youngjae. he really is my best friend.

"Did you really think I would not awake you for nothing." his eyes were so wide, looking at his prince, JB.

Youngjae has been in love with JB ever since last year, when he bumped into him. He had said it was love at first sight. Which was the same way that I had fallen in love with Jackson.

"Hey Youngjae, didn't JB get a new lover?" I heard the news from a girl gossiping to another.

"Mark why are you killing me!" Youngjae pouts looking heartbroken.

"Well you know how our princes love girls and boys. Well Jackson and JB have new boyfriends. Their names are BamBam and Jr. Jr with my love and BamBam with your Prince."

They have... lovers. My heart shatters as I see our loves with their lovers. However, thing that hurts most is that BamBam and Jr are the also really popular. So I really never had a chance with the younger.

Youngjae sees my face falter and pushes people out the way to move me along, as I pass my prince just to have a last glance. I get stabbed in my chest as I see the younger kiss his new boyfriend.

Youngjae goes to our secret spot and says the same thing he always does, "Mark, I know that you really love him, but you have to face the reality that Jackson is too far away to catch. You are like this every time he gets a new lover."

I cry on his shoulder and realize that he's right, I need to move on. It just hurts so much to think how much I loved him through all 10 years.

"Mark it's going to be okay. Hey, you know a mixer right? You know the one that you meet new people and find love? Do you want to go? I have some guys that are going.  Will you go too mark?" I shake my head and youngjae just pulls me to his hug and I feel bad for how I have to be the weakling in our friendship.

At The Mixer ~

"Hey Youngjae!" as the guys hug Youngjae and their eyes fall on me. " Who is this cutie? He has really pale skin and pink lips, is this your lover?" The smirking guy looks at Youngjae. Then he explains to them that I am his best friend, and introduces me to them," Mark, this Kai, Chanyeol, Sehun, Suho, D.O, and Baekhyun. They are guys that are either dating or want to start dating." They all look handsome but I still feel my heart only beat for Jackson.

We start drinking and so we are all drunk in the middle of the night. suho then tells us to do shots which all of them go for it, leaving me out. I start to leave, just then I feel a hand up my thigh, and see Chanyeol have a look of lust which I slap his, making the boy want more. He leans in close to my lips and I back up, and start running out the bar.

I take a walk through a neighborhood with huge house that I got lost in, I then beat myself up.

"I am never going to a mixer! His eyes were lustful. I wish I had my prince. he woul-" I was cut off by someone pushing me on to the ground. I was getting ready for the impact, closing my eyes.

In return I feel strong arms around my waist and in an embrace. With my eyes still closed I hear a voice that I have heard before but I just don't remember.

"Are you okay? Sorry that I'm hugging you, but I had to at least help you not fall and hurt your face." the guy starts to laugh which I then pulled away for his embrace and almost fell on my knees. My face got red and flustered! Jackson caught me.

Jackson saved me.

I was saved my prince.

Still processing all of this, Jackson stares at me as if I was sick. "Hey, are you really okay!? Your face is bright red like a tomato!" I feel my face and it's hot. I can't see him so I turn my face not wanting to be sucked into his dark deep eyes. "I know I'm sexy, but you don't have to look away! I haven't even seen your face." his hands place them selves on my shoulders and with one pull I am facing him once more.

"Wow you have long eyelashes and pretty pink lips, and your have super pale skin. Are you some angel who came to my wishes?" The eyes had care and seriously in them while looking at me. still hands on my shoulders.

He called me a angel.

But what  does he mean by wish? Just then I hear shouting.

"Young Master Wang!! Come back! Young Master!!!" As much as heartbeats Jackson does something that almost burst my heart completely. Jackson picks me up princess style and he runs with me.

"Sorry angel but I need you now!" As he whisper shouts in my ears. He is still calling me angel. I finally bring myself to talk.

"What do y-ou want?" I ask unknowingly. As he stops in a small park, still holding me.

"Sorry to bring you, but can I stay with you? I can't go home. Please! I can't stay with anyone else." as his head is lowered with sadness in his eyes.

I can't bring him home.

Well technically I can since I live alone, but can I control my heart. I feel bad for my prince, as I see his face with despair, so I say yes.

"You are a angel!" He pulls me into a tight embrace.

Thump... Thump... Thump...

My heart goes wild as I image living with Jackson. "Wow, you still have a red face! Are you falling for the wild and sexy?" He smirks, making me flustered all over my body.

"So where do you live angel?" He asks.

"My-my name is ma-Mark, not angel." I bet I sound pathetic. He then puts me down and I tell him to walk towards my house.

"Mark. huh. Sounds pretty. Then Mark, I am Jackson Wang." He holds out his hand I feel my hands go cold. Just great in a time like this. I quick just shake his hand go run up my house to open it first to see that there is no mess.

"Here we are, my home. Please, let me know if you need something." I shyly tell him, which he then calls me cute, and then asks where is the bathroom, and if he could borrow pajamas.

As I get him clothes I am still feel my heart thumping loud when I hear him calling me cute. Just then I hear his voice.

I came to see a Jackson in my bed with pajamas on and I stare at his chest. He then asks,"Hey Mark! Please don't tell anyone I am here, or both you and I are in trouble." I quickly nod to him and he gives my small smile and tells me that there is no sofa to sleep on so we slept together.

All night I couldn't sleep thinking how Jackson was right beside me. 'Oh please God save my heart from exploding, from my 10 year old love.' ❤️