Baby, I'm tryna see you today (Yeah, yeah)
Baby, tell me what you doin' today
It's your birthday so we screwin' today
I'm pullin' up, yeah, we cruisin' today
If a nigga fuck with you, I'm shootin' today
DESTINY POV
I wake up looking around for Benjamin but he was no where to be found, I start pacing around the house looking for him but he was gone. I shrug it off , this isn't nothing knew , him being out in the morning coming back at night , what can I say, I'm sneaking around with a known rapper, I do wish things could go back to the way it was, when I didn't have to depend on him , when my feelings towards him weren't as strong, when I could actually stand on fucking business.8:38
I began starting my day, taking a steamy shower in our stand up glass shower, listening to Sza on shuffle. Once I'm done I start brushing my teeth and straightening my hair , every time I look in this mirror I could just reminisce about how Benj used to bend it over and watch me, our videos , our morning conversations, our morning routine, I miss everything, now I'm just here. "Alexia stop" i turn off the bathroom light after unplugging everything and began getting dressed.
INCOMING FACE TIME
10:56
I scatter for my phone just to see one of my friends calling me , "destinyyyy, where you been bitch we miss you" Mulaia says. Mulaia is like one of my bestest friends , or so I thought but she's one of the reasons why I even got introduced to wick, yea Ian never got forget when the hoe left me to a party I invited them too, but I don't hold grudges, she is my sandbox after all. "I been staying out the way, you know I got this little situation going on" I reply. "Girl you need to get the fuck up, did you forget it's your motherfucking anniversary, me and Jordan be there at around 2 to get you"
damn, it is my birthday.
FACETIME CALL ENDED11:01
Well great, I have something to do with my life then lounge around waiting for Benj ass, "Alexia play PoundTown by sexy redd" im actually excited, it's been a while since I been out, BUT I forgot im 21 now and I'm allowed to get into bars. I want to show out, it's my birthday fuck what Benj gotta say, I get dressed into my red poster girl jumpsuit, adding on my silver Cuban, Benj got me for Valentine's Day, my van clef bracelet, a little bit of a natural glam makeup and my knee high diamond wrap around heels, I felt like that bitch again. I spray my daisy's Mac Jacob's perfume and post a picture on instagram, I knew I looked good and I haven't posted in months so hopefully my followers still appreciate me. "You look good mama" I flinch and turned around to see nobody but Benjamin no good ass "yea thanks" I reply as I turn around and continue browsing on my phone. " where the fuck you think you going in that though?" He said grabbing me by my neck causing me to drop my phone " Outside , where you was just at , plus you could've even acknowledge that it's my fucking birthday." I try pulling away but his grip just gets tighter "Oh I knew, but my bitch not about to embarrass herself outside". I took a deep breath before pushing his bitch ass off me and running the the door.
2:45
ONGOING FACETIME
"Destiny we outside!" I turn around and run to my best friend's car ending the call. FaceTime Ended. "What's going on with y'all, it's like everyday you running around this neighborhood looking like a idiot" Jordan says as Mulaia laughs as me in the passenger seat "Everything's fine thanks for asking, I just need a break from him mentally, He's driving me nuts" I reply, " you know he's known fro cheating on his bitches and keeping them as house wives, so if you wanna live your life like that, we not stopping you boo" Jordan states as she chuckles to her self turning the music up a lil louder, Jordan always been the straight forward friend , this girl don't sugarcoat shit she'd give it to you flat out even if it hurts your feelings, sometimes I used to believe she was Heartless! but that's my friend so I sat back and took her constructive criticism. " we hereeeee, hottest club in down, for the hottest bitch inna cittyyyy" Mulaia says jumping out the car opening the door for me, I set out to see this big building with flashing lights called Club HotChicks, Laia passes me the bottle of Don Julio as we walk into the club, I take a couple shots followed along by Mulaia and Jordan. Our section was lit, free shots , sliders , my own decorations and strippers, I was in love, we sat down taking more shots, dancing and smoking while the strippers chant us on.4:35
I'm crossfaded.
My head feels like I'm swimming in a endless ocean, Jordan and Mulaia continuing to take shots and throw ass with the strippers , why am I day drinking, how long are we staying here, why did we come to the club so early? All these thoughts rush over my head until a small group of men walk over to us, knocking me off guard. " y'all ladies want any company " of course Jordan and Mulaia scream "YES" as I shake my head no. They proceed to pull a chair out from the back of our section and roll up their weed, but one caught my eye, his name was faygo, he was a rapper just like Benj, I heard about him but I never go into his music. " Yooo" he said snapping me back into reality "o-oh I'm sorry, my head is all over the place" I reply , he giggled and moved my hair out my face , causing us to lock eyes, I felt myself take a hard swallow before breaking eye contact "It's cool ma, I didn't know the birthday girl was so sexy" he said helping me up , I smile and thank him, he helped me get myself together and something in me somewhat liked him. we continue to party, all day, All night, I had fun with them, and I enjoyed my birthday, they made me forget all about Benj.11:53
I was so fucked up, I ended up blacking out, but once I woke up I was in someone's bed that didn't feel familiar to mines, where am I? I got up looking around but soon to be greeted by faygo "yo you up, you was fucked up, and ya friends left you, Ian know where you lived so I bought you to my crib, my apologies if it feels weird" I'm still dizzy and my vision blurs in and out but I just feel myself fall into faygos arms "No I'm sorry I can't handle my liquor, thanks for helping me" I say looking at him laugh at my foolishness, "it's cool ma , I was just bouta spark this blunt, you wanna hit?" He said helping me on his bed , I nodded. Faygo turned on a movie and we smoked, it was a lil awkward but I broke the silence by getting to know him, he was cool, nonchalant and laid back, but all I could notice was his how handsome he was. Once the Blunt was out, turned to look at me licking his lips, I stare at him for a moment before kissing him, he was surprised but we both know what we wanted, he began undressing me, Kissing me down my body. He then began to slide my thongs off , then proceeded licking my (ifykyk) sticking his tongue in and out, moving his tongue in circles, I let out soft moans "Mmh don't stop"
"You like that mama"
Before I could give him a response be put one hand around my neck and slowly entered hisself inside me, I whined and cried, it was big, bigger then Benj, More then I could take, I tried running but he wasn't letting me go no where.
" get on top " he whispered in my ear, he pulled out of the missionary position and turned around on his back, I got on top and began riding him, his heavy breathing and my loud moans, we were unstoppable.NEXT DAY 9:43
I wake up to over 100 missed calls from Benj, and loud banging on the door, which caused Faygo to wake up, "fuck you tryna line me shawty" he quickly got up grabbing his gun walking to the door only in his boxers, fuckk I forgot to turn my location off it's no body but BENJAMIN, "NO STOP" running to faygo before he opened the door but I was to late, " This LAME ASS NIGGA OVER ME?" soon after shots had been let off, from both directions .
"FUCK HELP, IM SHOT IM SHOT"
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