you are my 'Celebrity'

7

The sky was bright, the sun shining too intensely today. The atmosphere felt light and energetic, but Felix couldn't feel any of that. He lay on the grass beneath the tree, looking at the swaying leaves, some of which were falling gently to the ground.

"Just forget about it, Lix," Seungmin said, having just come from his class. He sat down next to Felix, who looked sad.

Felix just hummed in response. Seungmin handed him a sandwich and a juice box. They didn't always spend their time here under the sun and tree shade, but it felt fresh and nice to be here. Felix often came to this spot when he felt sad. And seungmin knew that's how he find him.

Felix has already felt like breaking down and was dizzy, feel like he will have panic attack.

"Thanks, Min," Felix murmur, taking a bite of the sandwich.

"Don't mention it," Seungmin replied, leaning back against the tree. "Sometimes it's best to just let things go. Focus on the present, you know?"

Felix nodded, trying to take comfort in Seungmin's words. The rustling leaves and the gentle breeze helped to calm his racing thoughts just slightly.

But Even though he said he would forget, Felix just couldn't. Why did he call him weird? He thinks about this question repeatedly. Felix knew he had a habit of overreacting to everything, but that's just how he is. He didn't like it when someone call him weird or anything negative. He wanted to be kind to everyone and hoped for kindness in return. When someone didn't like him, it made him sad. It wasn't that he wants to please everyone, but he didn't want anyone to look at him with hatred.

He had always been like this. Before he came to Seoul, people made him feel insecure, always calling him 'weird' So when Sam used that word, it really hurt him, bringing back all those brutal memories he didn't want to think about. But they were coming back, and he couldn't stop them.