Is it Just Me Now? [OLD VERSION]

The Beast Consumes

Freya's POV
This night, I will stay awake. I will not let that beast consume me.
Later that night, I feel the beast pushing to get out. I try to resist but the beast is to strong. Like it always was. It pushes out and suddenly, I'm a cat again. The horrible beast that kills. But the transition was painless. And now, I feel it's urge to kill. I'm arguing with it but it wins. It goes out and kills. Just a helpless child wandering at night. How could I? The beast has only gotten stronger. It heads back to Merlin's chambers and change back. This is the painful part. I try to keep my pain in to not wake Merlin and succeed. I sneak out and wash the blood from my hands and go back to bed. Only, I can't.
The cycle repeats for the next couple of nights before
The beast demands to be let out during the day. It chooses in the middle of a meeting. I'm with Merlin and the next thing I know, I'm on the ground as the horrible beast. I have to get out of here. I go to the tunnels where Merlin first led me and curl up. I try to change back but the beast wins and I stay in its cat form.
Merlin's POV
When Freya ran off in her cat form, I wanted to follow but of course King Pratness. held me back and demand I stay with the council.
"Don't want you dead just yet," he whispered.
I would get my chance to see her.