It will all be okay|Vminkook|Discontinued until further notice

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JUNGKOOK POV

I slowly opened my eyes due to the sun shining on my face. I noticed that Jimin and Taehyung weren't here. They were probably working as usual. I'm not upset about it though. They always make time for me no matter how busy they are.

I pick up my speaker from the nightstand and connect it to my phone. I always turn on music when I get ready for the day. I turn on my playlist and play focus by H.E.R.

I bring the speaker into the bathroom with me to freshen up. I wash my face and was about to shave until I realized Jimin Hyung took away all my shaving products. Great.

After I finish my routine, I get a call from my boss, Jackson.

"What's up?" I say as I pick up the phone. "Jeon.I need you to come by today." Jackson said. "Why? I thought I was off for a few more weeks?" I rose a brow.

"Not anymore. Ringfield wants you to take on Seungmin in a few months." Jackson said. I let out a long and deep sigh. This is supposed to be my break!

"I'll be there in 15." I finally agree to it. I could feel Jackson's smile over the phone. "Good. I'll see you soon, Jeon." And with that, he hung up.

My morning is going soooo well.

"Welcome back, my favorite client!" Jackson wrapped an arm around my neck. "Nice to see you too Jack." I half way smiled. J really didn't wanna come into work today.

"Meet me at the usual spot. I'll teach you some more combos." Jackson patted me on the back and went the opposite direction.

I went into the locker room and changed into the clothes I brought. I was silently changing until someone put a hand on my shoulder. 

"Hey Jeon. Haven't seen you in a while." Hoseok smiled. "Oh hey Hoseok. I told you I went on break." I told the older. "Oh yeah. Well I'm glad you're back. It's been boring here without my work friend." Hoseok patted me on the back. "Wanna get something to eat after this? I know you're gonna be hungry the intense training you're about to get." Hoseok asked. Normally, I'd say no to this. But since I know Hoseok is gonna drag me to his car and make me eat something I agreed.

"Sure. I have all the time in the world." I say as I close my locker and give him a small smile. "Good because I'm not afraid to kidnap you." He joked but was also being bc dead serious.

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"Great job today Jeon. At this rate, you'll definitely win!" Jackson patted me on the back. "Thanks. Can I take a break? I'm pretty tired." I wiped my forehead with my shirt.

"You don't need a break. You're done for the day." Jackson smiled. "Really? But it's only been like 30 minutes..." I looked at my phone and saw that it was 11:45pm. My eyes went wide. I've been here since two.

"Yea. Can you believe you only took 2 breaks? You were going pretty hard for someone who hasn't been here for a while." Jackson said. "Get outta here. We close in 15 and I need to clean up. I'm pretty sure Hoseok wants to take you out somewhere. I'll see you later." Jackson walked out of the room.

I gathered my stuff back to the locker room and saw Hoseok with a towel around his waist. He must have taken a shower here.

"Hey Seok." I greeted him as I took off my clothes. "Hey. 30 minutes?" Hoseok asked. "30 minutes." I reply as I wrap a towel around my waist.

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"These are sooo good!" I moaned as I slurped my noodles. "See? Told you you'd be hungry." Hoseok chuckled.

"Oh whatever. I deserve this. I was litterally training for 9 hours." I said as I continued to stuff my face.

"9 hours? I stopped at 9 and just hung out in the locker room until you finished." Hoseok ran a hand through his hair. We sat there in silence eating our delicious food until I spoke up.

"How're you and Yoongi?" I spoke up. "He's alright. He's cramped up in his studio again. It takes me so long to just get him out of there and make him eat something. Even though he'll get upset after because I made him spend too much time away from his computer." Hoseok chuckled at the little memory.

"He started to open up to me too. He's telling me about how he feels and how he's dealing with everything. I'm just glad he trust me enough you know? He's been through a lot." Hoseok told me.

"That's so great. I'm so happy for the two of you." I smiled. Out of everyone I know, they're my favorite couple yet. They complete each other.

"Enough about us. How are you? Don't lie." Hoseok asked me which made me go silent. "Jimin and Taehyung they....took away my razors.." I admitted. I started to bounce my leg.

"Good. You know I hate seeing you do that. Can I see?" Hoseok dropped his chopsticks. I stared at him for a moment before lifting up my sleeve and taking off the bandages.

"Dude.." Hoseok gasped. Hoseok gently grabbed my wrist. "I hate myself...so so much..Everytime I look at myself...i hate what stares back at me. I'll never understand how Jimin and Tae love me so much. They always tell me how pretty I am and how I'm so attractive. But I just don't see it. Sure, I heard compliments my whole life. But I guess I never believed them? I want to kill myself. I really do. But the thought of doing that to Jimin, Tae, you. I couldn't. I can't. I've had so many opportunities to. But I can't imagine Jimin finding me in the bathtub. Bloody water that's overflowing and pouring onto the floor. I can't..." I feel a tear run down my face as Hoseok wipes it away.

I stay silent for a few minutes until I speak up. My voice little. "Thank you, Hobi. Thank you for listening. I don't know why I'm scared to tell Taehyung and Jimin this. I don't want them to worry so much about me. They're already extremely busy and I don't wanna stress them out more." I looked down at my wrist. I knew Hoseok was looking at me.

"Thank you for being comfortable enough to open up to me. It takes a brave person to say this out loud. I'm so proud of you." Hoseok smiled at me. "Now let's finish our food and head home. You need more rest than I do." Hoseok picked up his chopsticks again. I watched for a few seconds admiring my best friend until I slowly picked up my chopsticks and soon dug in.

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