hey gang im back
last update was JANUARY💀🙏
LORD HAVE MERCY😭
but i promised an update as a thank u and to celebrate 400, so i gotta make this interesting, not the usual 'my favorite colors green XD'
so much has been going on, these past years have been ROUGH
going thru so many friend groups i got whiplash, changing schools 3 TIMES!? AND I THINK IMMA TRANSFER AGAIN!???!? im losing it.
i was going to a hospital for like idk how many months?? shit set me back 3 years. i have been tryna catch up ever since, and it was traumatizing.
found out i had ADHD a few months ago (something all the staff at the hospital said i didnt have), and now im dealing with that, and getting sad thats its been undianosed for so long cuz it explains so much
ive switched my medication like 7 times, sucks cuz ive been getting brain zaps
a close friend passed away, and their one year passing anniversary was a bit ago, coping with all that
so ya, fun for me :)
uhm this is weird and im uncomfortable so like moving on😍
I HAVE A STUTTER AND ITS KILLING ME, I CANT SPEAK FOR SHIT! IM ALWAYS TRIPPING OVER MY WORDS AND ITS NOT LIKE 'CUTE Y/N S-S-ST-STUTTERS' BUT LIKE ME JUMBLING WORDS UP. LIKE 'oh iwasjustndmgsd' LIKE HUH!?!? ENGLISH PLS OMGGGSRHBWENVAFNBAEIVNWTBEHIFVBHIEFVA
anyway thats been annoying me so i wanted to bring it up
i just ranted to my screen so im feeling awkward low-key. yall wanna rant too?? i real all ur comments so say whatever u want and ill try to give advice but like im not the best at advice so :)
should i make a new chapter and just leave it kinda blank so people (who are too uncomfrotable with their feelings being public) can rant and then ill delete it the next day?? lemme know, idk how i'd do it but ill figure it out :)
