The focus of desire

chapter 9

It was morning and he already left. I don't get him, he loves and then he doesn't. Maybe its too early for us.
I've gotten used to my missing leg, I get pains. Doctor's call them phantom pains,Most amputees get them. I would've never been a amputee if it wasn't for Spencer but what could I do?
Knock knock
Could it be? I opened the door in suspension,it was him, black hair dripping from the rain, his skin shiny like glazed donut. I let him in through the door and i said "want some tea?" (Ayesha)Erotically and he accepted the offer.I went in the kitchen momentarily until i heard rustling from my bedroom, i made our tea and exit the kitchen. I walked into the bedroom, wondering what surprise awaits me and found Spencer shadowing my counter. "What are you doing?" I questioned, he turned around in shock "what?" I was afraid he found me out.
"What they said was true wasn't it? You did kill them Britney, Austin how many more?"
"Those were accidents , you got to believe me and anyway Austin was a dickhead, ableist and nepo baby, he deserved to die"
"Stop it"
"Britney? She was putting tapeworms in her products"
"What you did wasn't moral"
"And you think that is?" He became quiet, realised what i just said. He ran to the kitchen and grabbed the lighter fluid, spraying me with
"Don't!" He screamed "let me leave now, i never want to see you again" he clicked the lighter he had in his pocket, threatening me. I took one step forward, that was a mistake. He threw the lighter on me and i burned alive like a fallen angel falling down at the speed on 100mph.
I screamed in agony as he watched my skin crackle and pop. " oh god! What i did i do, i don't want to be like you!" He screamed.I ran to the the shower and sat in there as he ran out, my skin was charred and smelt like a bonfire, the cold water cooled me down. I got my jacket, to cover what had just happened and ran out the house. I notice the plastic on my prosthetic had melted on my nub of a leg and it hurt like hell. I ran out the street scanning for Spencer, i saw his yellow rain coat in the crowd of people and stalked him quietly . I figured he was going to his house and followed him there. I'm surprised he hadn't called the police. My body had been burnt from the neck down, not touching my luscious locks.

We finally arrived at the jones house, I've only drove past purposely to see if he was inside, I've never actually been inside before. I went around the back and opened the side door,letting myself in. I can hear footsteps upstairs, he must've been packing something. I wanted to surprise him by sitting on one of his chairs downstairs, showing him what he did too me. Burning me alive