honestly i dunno bout you guys but love seems kinda overrated
what i mean is just like- middle school relationships never last up to one week, high school relationships usually never last either, and you don't really find love until you're like thirty. You get what I mean? So many people judge and stuff for no reason.
though it's odd because I am in love, just not sure. Like... I have this friend that i've known for about three or so years and we've been talking for a while now. She's literally amazing and I really want to be in a relationship with them, but i just can't find the courage to tell her, neither do i have the vulnerability of asking either way. I highly doubt they like me back and also just like... I don't think she's one to really want a relationship right now. I respect that though, as I get some people aren't ready yet.
Do I really want to try, though?
'cause I mean, what if I never ask, and I will never get the chance to? I'm moving out of town and she's staying, and I won't be able to talk to them as much. She's showed that she might like me, but I'm terrified to take the chance. What if she doesn't wanna be friends with me after I ask them? What if they'll ignore me, and stay out of my life? yet, also what if she'll say yes, and say she loves me not in a friend way.
It's been so many years since i've had real love.
I miss the feeling of it.
Always here if she needs me. I love her so much.
YOU ARE READING
My little rants ig
Humor'cause why not? I don't care if this gets reads man, I just wanna write what I feel down.
