Demi POV
I woke up in a unfamiliar white room. I turned my head and saw Justin staring.
"You're up"
"Yeah. What happened?" I asked while rubbing my head.
"You fell off stage I was really worried about" I grinned at him
"Did you stay with me the entire time?"
"Of course babe I wouldn't leave your side" I smiled at him. Just then the door opened.
"Good to see that you're up ms.lovato I'm Dr.Blake. Are you feeling ok?" I nodded my head
"I feel fine doctor"
"Good good. Um Mr.bieber I'm going to have to ask you to leave the room for a second I need to talk to ms.lovato" I saw Justin nod his head and get up and leave.
"Is there a problem doctor?"
Justin POV
I walked out of the room. I hoped everything was okay with demi. Just then my phone buzzed letting me know I had a text.
Told you something bad would happen
It was from selena . Was it possible she had something to do with Demis accident? If I find out she did. Ugh why couldn't everything be normal between all of us. Just then I saw demis doctor pass.
"Excuse me doctor is she okay?"
"Yes she's fine but has requested that she be left alone" my heart sank. Didn't she want me to be by her side. Maybe she just needed time to herself. I sat down in the waiting room and pulled out my phone. I decided to text her.
Are you okay?
Yes
Are you sure?
Yes
I frowned. She was giving me basic answers that wasn't like her.
Would it be ok if I came in? I texted
I dnt think that's a good idea
Y?
I wanna b alone rn
Ok
Something was wrong with demi I don't care what the doctor said.
The next day I drove demi back to the tour bus. The doctor said she'd be fine as long as she took her medicine. The car ride was filled with awkward silence. When we got to the tour bus demi went in her room and locked the door. I sat down on the couch. What was wrong with her? I got up and started gathering my things. Today was our last day on the tour bus. So I was driving her home today. Demi came out a few minutes later with her bag packed.
"I'll wait for you in the car" she murmured. All I could do was nod. Was this it? It felt like I was losing her and I don't know why. I grabbed my bag and headed to the car. I got in but didn't start the car. I turned to face her.
"Demi what's going on and don't say nothing cause its obviously something"
"Its nothing Justin" she said but her voice cracked. I could tell she was about to cry. I pulled her over into a hug where she started sobbing.
"Shhhh its ok" I said while rubbing her back. I couldn't stand to see her like this. After a while she wiped her eyes and sat up.
"Can you just drive me home?" I nodded and finally started the car.
I stopped the car in front of her house. She started to get out but stopped. She turned and kissed my cheek.
"I'm sorry Justin" she said and then ran into her house. Im sure there's a look of confusion on my face. What was she sorry about? She didn't do anything. I shook it off and started my drive home.
Demi POV
I felt really bad about this. I could tell I was hurting Justin but I just think its best that I be by myself and think this out. Plus he has a career he shouldn't be worried about me and my problem. Its my problem not his. I wish I could tell him but I don't think its best. I'm currently in my room trying to focus on what to do. Should I tell my mom. She deserves to know when something is wrong with her daughter right? I don't think I can tell her though. I think its just best to keep this a secret for as long as I can .
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Justin POV
I glanced at my phone again for the 10th time in the last 30 seconds. Its been 2 weeks since the accident and 2 weeks since me and demi talked. She hasn't answered any of my phone calls or text messages. I am really worried about her. Maybe she's still recovering and doesn't wanna be bothered. Who am I kidding she's been recovered maybe she just doesn't want to be bothered with me. I put my head in my hands. No I wasn't going to lose demi without a fight. I grabbed my car keys and drove to her house. When I knocked I was surprised to see her mom answer the door.
"Hi Mrs.lovato its a surprise to see you here"
"Hi Justin I know but when I heard about Demis accident I had to come check on her. She may be 18 going on 19 but I still worry about her"
"Yeah, speaking of Demi is she here"
"No she just went out for a walk but you can come in and wait on her"
"Sure" I walked in and sat down in the kitchen.
"Do you want anything to drink?"
"No thank you"
"Ok I'll be in the living room if you need me" I nodded. After 10 or 12 minutes I heard the front door. And then I heard Mrs.lovato tell demi she had a guest. A few seconds later I heard her footsteps coming towards the kitchen. I started getting nervous and my hands started to sweat. What if she told me to leave. What if she rejected me. Demi finally made it to the kitchen with her mom behind her. She had a look of shock on her face
"I'll just be upstairs kids" her mom said. I listened go her moms footsteps disappear.
"Why are you here Justin?" She asked while sitting down across from me
"I'm not losing you without a fight" she sighed
"You're not losing me. I'm just dealing with a lot of stuff" I grabbed her hand.
"I know but I want you to open up to me and let me be there. That's what boyfriend and girlfriends do"
"I know but its difficult" I grabbed her chin and looked into her eyes.
"How about you tell me and I could help so that its not so difficult" all she did was shake her head. And it kinda hurt because I felt like she didn't trust me enough to tell me. She pulled back from me.
"You should go" my heart sank. She said I wasn't losing her but it sure did feel like it.
"No demi and not until you tell me. I love you so fucking much and I can't stand the idea or the feeling of me losing you. You say I'm not but it sure does feel like it. I just want you to trust me. I want to be there for you instead of sitting at home feeling like I can't do anything and having the love of my life ignore me for no god damn reason for 2 fucking weeks. So please demi just tell me" I could tell what I said impacted her. She opened her mouth to say something but quickly closed it and shook her head.
"You should go"
"God damn it Demi was you listening to anything I just said"
"Yes Justin I heard and I understand but I just can't" she looked at me with tear filled eyes"I need to be alone" she said and ran upstairs. I groaned and ran my hands through my hair. I took a deep breath. What I was about to do was going to take courage. I slowly walked up to demis room. I opened the door and walked over to the bed where demis crying form laid. I pulled her into my arms and cuddled with her. What ever it was we were going to get through it together
