𝐂𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝟏

Omniscient POV
Location- Houston, Texas
Time- 3:15 am

- "Son please just give me $300 I need it for food"

"Christian don't lie to me I'm not giving you and yo boyfriend no damn money fa drugs"

"Bitch all of the things I've done fa you and this how you gon treat me? I'm your damn mother you faggot"

"Alright don't ask me fa nothin else fa real y'all starve fa all I ca' " The black man with ginger locs said

The man got up in anger and walked to his car. He decided to put on his hype playlist trying not to let the woman ruin his mood.

Step up on the scene

Diamonds bling, these hoes scream

Check board Louis V

I'm so fresh and so clean clean

Stuff them bands in my jeans

Slap them thirties in them things

Pull the trigger, let it sing

Then go smoke a Russian Cream

I got money blue and green

Drop them racks on double G's

Yeah, I'ma Gucci fiend

Feel like Tarzan, all these trees

The browned skined man rapped as he rapped. He was trying to forget about what happened between him and his mom

But he couldn't. He wanted for his mom to do better. He wanted a mom in his life. He just wanted a happy life with his mom. He thought if maybe his father was still alive everything would be better?

Ever since the passing of his dad everything went down hill. His dad kept everything going and everyone together. He made sure no one went to bed mad at each other

His dad made sure everyone was happy. If someone was sad he tried everything to fix it.

He thought about all this as tears threaten to come out. He couldn't keep driving. He stopped at the nearest empty parking lot to cry every thing out.

He always tried to forget about but talking to his mom makes it hard to forget. His death is the reason she's like this, why they were all like that.

He's been trying to stay away from the drugs unlike his mother but he just couldn't stay away from the acholic. It really did help. Though it helped temporarily that was enough for him

He didn't have anything else he thought could help him cope with it. He does know his dad would be disappointed in him. His dad taught him how to cope better with things and to talk to people, him maybe. But his dad is gon who could he turn to??

His mom was on drugs. Him and his sister aren't on good terms at the moment. So what can he do except drink?

He thought about getting a therapist but he just has way to much of an ego. He feels embarrassed. What if people laugh at him for getting one? What if the therapist judges him?

He's scared.

He doesn't know what to do.

After a while no tears came out.

So he just started driving back home before he starts crying again

*15 minutes later*

The man got home and walked straight to his room. He got in the shower and just relaxed. Though he kept thinking about it he just tried his hardest to push it into the back of his head

45 minutes later the man finally decided to get out. He walked into his room and put on some boxers he got from out of his dresser.

The man didn't want any noise. He didn't want any light. He just wanted to sleep. He didn't watch television. He didn't go onto his phone. He just layed there until he feel asleep

The man was sleeping good for the first time in a while. He doesn't like getting woken up at all.

The man jumped when he heard something break from somewhere in the house. He lives alone so who could it be.

"Who is it" the man slightly yelled since he was still tired he didn't want to be loud

He didn't get a response back so he grapped his gun for safety and walked to where to the sound came from.

No one was there??

But his vase is broken?

He checked around his house just to make sure. But his didn't see anything or anyone.

"What the hell" the man said under his breath

He kind of just ignore it. Maybe he was just going crazy? Or he was just stressed? Maybe a ghost? He didn't know

He decided to just go get his broom and dustpan and clean up the mess. After he finished cleaning up the mess he just went back to sleep.

Guysss new bookkk🩷

To be honest I kinda like this one

I hope y'all like this 🫶🏾