a girl with pretty heart ugly memories :):

1. CHILDHOOD

(english is not my first language so there will be many grammer mistakes)

before reading this novel....
                           do you believe in cynic?
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isn't it normal seeing a girl with a charming nature and pretty smile but,
what if she is just trying to hide something very suspicious,what if she is fighting battles everyday :/
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"byeee let's meet tomorrow mma is calling lol" i said and ran to my home bcz mma has been yelling my name since 20 mins as i was in the park gossiping with my bestie since god knows when.

"here u came now tell me what would u prefer, slippers or  maybe my hands are enough? aren't they?" mma asked me with the smile on her face.
"um.. mma ac-actually i was talking to neha about some school work..."
mma didn't let me complete. she yelled at me with full force. " CAN'T YOU LOOK AT THE TIME IT'S 8:30, YOU ARE OUT FROM 5:00".
ah my ears hurt. "What huh? you always do this u don't know about today's time outside at this late is not safe, but you don't listen to me, today i will tell your father only then you will understand!!"
oh god no no if mma told papa he will burst onto me oh i should apologise" ah.. am sorry i won't repeat pls don't tell papa "
" No you always say this same line, not today " mma said while giving me her that mom's famous scary look.
" mma mma am so sorry this time am genuinely sorry i will not repeat am sorry pls don't tell papa pleaseeeeee "i cringed falling into her feets.
" oof am not talking to you go "mma said getting away from me. i knew she forgive me like this and she will not tell papa oh god am sure tomorrow she will definitely not let me go to park.
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                                   next week
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"mma can i go today it's been a whole week i haven't even stepped in the park." i asked with a sad face having my breakfast.

"is there fool written on my face" she asked while pointing at her face. "um.. ohk mommy and am bored sitting in this house all day" i said. "but you go to        school, don't you? you have your sports period". she spat. " but if i keep laying in house then it might effect my health right? it will effect my growth!!". i said. " oh hello madam, you are dancing all they and you have enough good health okayyy not going park will not gonna cut off your height". she said with calm expression while taking a sip of her coffee. "ah.... mma pls let me go i feel lonely" i said with puppy eyes. "okay okayyy oof this brat, ok you can go but i will allow you only on one condition, so are you ready?" she asked. "of course mommy anything for you just tell me" my eyes sparkled. "you will go on 5:30 and comeback 6:30 and u will go park only on ultra native days" she said with serious face. "ah mmaaaaa(cringed while fake crying) give me some more time". i said.
" 1 hour is enough baby, if you don't even want that 1  hour then alright don't go". she said smiling. "no no no no  it's okayy am ok with ur condition" i said in hurry.

she nodded and went away.
it's evening time....
"omg finally after so many days am going to park oh god i will gossip alot!!!" i said to myself in excitement.

*at park*

"heyyyyy dumbo where were you lost  huh?" neha said while running towards me. "mma had blocked me from going to park, because i went late that day" i fake cried. "aww it's okayyy now let's play and yk i have so many gossips to share hahaha" neha said in excitement pulling me towards the shed in the park where the benches were placed.

"you know when you were not coming these days i met twinkle, you remember right?" she asked. "ya i did remember her but she don't talk to me even when am around her she ignores me i tried to talk to her but she just went away" i said. "oh but when u were not there we spent time together i don't think there's anything strange between you both, but if u think then okayy i will talk to her". she said claiming that she is genuinely feeling bad for me. "um.. no it's ok don't borther her if she don't want to talk to me......
cut of by a loud voice which was of no other than neha.

" oh look she is here wait i will ask her why she isn't talking to u". she said and ran to twinkle.

leaving me there standing looking what is she doing before i could stop her she reached her,
" oof what a horse " said by me in a voice that could only reach my lips.

guys it's my first time writing a novel it's not like am a writer or something but i just like writing and all the thoughts and incidents and everything which came into my mind thinking about my life i feel like, life is interesting, yes life never remains same, time changes life changes people changes, i won't say all the things i have written or i will write in this novel is fictional but it's just life has gave many experiences and roller-coaster rides so i thought of sharing that with you all, i hope you all will support me and show your love, please don't forget to vote and like the chapters so that i can also know that, oooooh am talented lol. 😊💜