I watched down, observing humans, seeing how they interact and how they function. I never was a big fan of humans, but I suppose it is entertaining to view their actions, lives, problems, and how they deal with all of it.
None of them exactly stood out to me, some would act different on purpose, and some were naturally different, some hated, some loved. But eventually they would pass away, natural or not..
And then I watch them, trying to be better, for as long as they have. Being one of the oldest angels, I have seen a lot of people not be able to come here. It disappoints many, but some just don't belong here..
I am not sure if I was ever human, but I would rather convince myself I was never one of them. I do not like humans very much..they just..sometimes do things that are not very positive, and they sometimes try to normalize it..
But it does not matter, if they can prove themself worthy then they shall show up here, otherwise, they shall not. If they are not exactly good but not exactly bad, then they have as long as their life was to try to redeem themselves.
Sometimes even us angels can be sent back to the "Waiting room" if we did something really wrong, but sometimes, it shall be forgiven. The only time I can remember one of us was sent to the waiting room was when they sent a human to hell in spite.
I do not know the human, but that angel was eventually forgiven. I know that angel was sent onto an earth mission and that human was not good to them and others. I learned not to be spiteful, but it's hard to, because I feel a certain hatred towards humans.
I was never sent on an earth mission, and I am very pleasured I haven't, because I am afraid I would hurt a human out of anger. It's not to worry though, because I doubt I will be sent down to earth anytime soon. And that I am grateful for.
It's nice up here, I could almost feel bad for everyone who rots in hell. It's always cold, and most are fairly nice. It's comforting, that's for sure, and you are never alone. It is nice to have others here, ｂｕｔｉｗａｎｔｔｏｂｅｔｈｅｏｎｌｙｏｎｅ．
......That aside, I..I..I will always have someone there for me- ＩＴＳＮＯＴＦＡＩＲ.
—I shall remain one of the top angels, now and for eternity!
