Daylight (lovertation)

Part 2

Later that night

Reps POV:

"Umm Lover and Rep, you'll be roommates, Folklore and Poets, Eve and RedTV..." Taylor's voice kinda trails off. I have to share a room with Lover!? WTF!! I run upstairs to the room that has our names on the door and lay on the black bed. Then my phone starts ringing.

"Hello Joe," I say answering the phone. He kinda just talks about London, he doesn't really let me say anything other than "uh huh!" "Mhm!" Then he accidentally said his girlfriend said something, but I'm his girlfriend... my life is turning into a fucking hell hole!! "We are over goodbye!" I say blocking him. Then I pull my knees up to my chest put a pillow on my knees and start crying. Until I hear a knock on the door.

"Hello?" I hear a high pitched voice I recognized from earlier.

"Come in Lover, you don't have to knock, it's your room too yknow," I say rolling my eyes. Why does she get to be so pretty and sweet?! Lover walks in the room and sits on her bed.

"You look like you were crying, is everything alright? Do you need a hug?" Lover asked. The truth is, is I did need a hug, but she also looked like she was just crying. The sad thing is, is I have to pretend like I don't care.

"I'm fine pinky pie!"

"Are you sure? Yknow I can tell? I can see it in ur face and running mascara that you're not fine! Also fine in girl code means not okay so just tell me what's going on and let me help you! Please! I don't want you to be hurt! That hurts me seeing someone else hurt! I've been through it all! I'm here for you! Talk to me please!" Lover rants.  I know I sound like a baby but I immediately started crying, "No no no no I'm sorry!" She ran over to me and hugged me, i hugged her back. "I didn't mean to hurt your feelings i am so sorry!"

"It's not your fault he's a douche," is all I manage to say.

"Most men are honey, most men are, and I'm very sorry, about whatever you are going through with this boy, you deserve better, you are a precious girl, don't you ever forget that." Lover says.  I'm honestly glad I got away, he was a dick, and I can't remember the last time I even felt attracted to a man the slightest bit.  I've always known I was bi anyways.  Lover, she's something else, she's so pretty and I can't tell if I'm jealous or attracted to her.  "Rep? Rep? Honey? You're zoned out, is everything alright?" Definitely attracted.

"Hm? Oh yeah! Sure is!"

"What was this man's like... full name? Where does he live and where's the nearest knife store?"  Lover asks, she's already so defensive over me and we havent even known each other for a day.

"Joe Alwyn, 1130 Cornelia street, and Walmart? Idk!" I respond. Lover stands up and begins to walk out the door, "Missy get ur happy ass back in here!"

"Why thooooo?" She responds and sits right back down next to me.

"Cause you're not going to hurt him, I wanna hurt him too trust me but I don't want u getting into legal trouble," I say. Lover glares at me before sighing.

"You're lucky you're cute, I can't believe he turned out to be such a jerk!" Lover says which confused me. How did she know Joe?

"What do you mean? Did you know him?" I ask. Lover starts tearing up.

"Yeah I knew him alright, he's a cheater and he deserves to rot in hell!" Lover yells.  My eyes widen and I rub her back, I'm not very good with emotions or feelings or anything like that, but I try.  "How long were you guys together?"

"Since 2017," I sigh, "he's been a dick the whole time!"

Lovers eyes widen and she looks like she saw a ghost, "you poor girl!! He's a dickhead!! He never deserved someone as amazing as you! I am so sorry," Lover says and hugs me again, but this time tighter.  Let's just say I may have had a dirty thought or two but otherwise I was just shocked someone was actually caring about me.  "You do not and did not deserve to be cheated on by that bastard! You precious girl!"

"Well you didn't deserve that either!  None of that! You're the sweetest person on this planet! Why did u put up with him!?" I ask, I honestly feel really bad for lover, I've listened to her album before and all the happy songs about him are now so sad.  "You thought you were gonna marry him and he turned out to be a jerk! You don't deserve that! You deserve better!"

"The terrible thing about now is, no one is better anymore, all men are douchebags and I don't know, I'm not really into girls," when lover said that I think my heart stopped beating.

"Uhhhh yo-you aren't? Well I mean why not? Girls just understand girls better, I mean like, girls can help each other on their periods and give them stuff they actually like!"

"Instead of Polaroid pictures for Christmas... you know I've never really considered dating a girl... it might not be that bad!" Lover exclaims.  I think I made a silly face because lover then looked at me like I was crazy then started giggling. "Honey? Are you alright?"

"Hm? Oh yeah! I'm just happy you're gonna give into the gayness, or try it anyways! I mean nothing can be worse than Joe!"  I smile, trying to distract her from the fact that I started blushing when she called me honey. "Yknow what? We should watch a movie, I'm bored and I don't know what to do so, what's your favorite movie? I'll watch anything, even if it's cocomelon!"

Lover giggles, her giggles are the cutest I swear.  "Well that's a good thing my favorite movie is The Titanic then huh?"

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