When you're not looking Bk. 1 (scomiche)

15: It will be okay

So, this chapter is a little longer than my usual chapters. Hope you like it.

Mitch pov

I woke up in the bedroom, with Scott's arm around my waist.
I got the worsted feeling in my stomach.
I ran to the bathroom.
I released the little food that was in my stomach into the toilet. I realized that I didn't eat much yesterday.

I flushed the toilet and put the seat down.
I sat on the toilet and started crying.
"What's wrong with me? Why can't I do anything right? I just want to be happy and have this baby grow up happy." I thought to myself.
I was crying so bad.
I was crying even harder at the thought of Scott.
He hates me.
The only reason he was spooning me was probably that he was drunk.
Why did I screw up all of my relationships?
First Travis, then Scott.

I was having a full breakdown when there was a knock on the door.
"Mitch, you okay?" Said Scott from the other side of the door.

No, I'm not okay.
You hate me. I just sat there.
He opened the door and kneeled down in front of me.
He wipes some tears and hugged me.
Why is he doing this?
He hates me.

I pushed him away and ran to the spare bedroom.
I was just rocking back and forth on the floor until he came into the room.
I have been through a lot in the last 24 hours.
Can he just give me a break?
He hugged again, but this time it was brief.
After the 5 second long hug, he kissed me on the lips.
It was Heaven.
I never wanted to stop kissing him.
But I had to get off my high horse and back down to reality.

I pulled away and said
"Stop pretending. I just can't take it."
Scott looked confused
"Stop pretending what?" He asked
"Stop pretending you lo*hiccup* love me. I know you hate me."
I said on the verge of tears.
"I don't hate you. Exact opposite actually." He says
"How? How can you love me after all the stuff I put you trough? I won't have sex with you and I get pregnant by my ex." I say starting to cry again
"Because I don't care about sex, and it wasn't your fault. Mitch, you make me so happy every day. You have helped me through so much Mitchie it's insane. You're the light on a rainy day. Yours understand me better than I understand myself. You always forgive me. I'm so so sorry about last night. I was just stupid. I shoulda listened. I love you so much." He says looking into my eyes
He kissed me on the lips, then kissed my lower abdomen.
"And I love you too." He says to the baby
That made me giggle.
I was still so nervous.
But I knew that no matter what I know that Scott will be there for me.
"What are we gonna do about the baby? I want Travis in the baby's life. I want them to have a relationship. Is that okay?" I aks
"It's fine. Along as you want to. We should make a Dr appointment to see make sure the baby is healthy and actually there." He says
"Sure. Can you do that, I need to call Travis" I say, causing his face dropped a little.
"Sure," he said before he kissed my nose and left.
Scott is perfect, I love him so much.
I grabbed my cell phone and called him.
"Hey. I was wondering if you wanted to talk about the baby?" I say threw the phone
"Sure, everything okay?" He asks
"Yeah, everything great. Scott is setting up a Dr appointment. Listen as long as you're okay with it was okay, I want you to be apart of this baby's life as much as possible. We could share custody. We could share him as we could have him every other week, and when we go on tour you can watch him, but bring him to as many shows a possible. We could babysit for each other. When we need is we can get a sitter, but we could both choose who it is." I say hoping he is okay with it

There was a somewhat long pause. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
"It's a boy?"  He says

Did I say, boy?

"Oh sorry. I don't know yet. It just feels like a boy" I say, not for sure if it is a boy.
"Okay. Yes, I would love to be a part of his or her life. Thank you so much." He says and I can tell he's smiling
"What did you thank me for? You're the father. You should be apart of its life." I say
"Your right I guess. How does Scott feel about it?" He asks

I didn't know how to answer that, so I said
"He's not thrilled about it, but he'll get over it."
He giggles about that.
We continued talking about the baby, The last name is gonna be
Grassi-Bush.

We will figure out the first name later.
He asked about the delivery room. I said as long as he is up by my head I didn't really care. Scott is gonna hate that.
Oh well.
We finished talking. Now the hard part.
Telling everyone.
We gonna wait until the Dr appointment.
Just to be sure.

Travis pov

I was eating breakfast when a got called from Mitch.
He wanted to talk about the baby.
Good.
I want to be apart of his or her life.
Then I hear a word. A word that put me in shock. 'boy'. We're having a boy.
I asked Mitch.
He said it was a slipped of the tongue.
He thinks it's a boy. It would be cool to have a boy, but it would be nice to have a girl.
He told me not to tell anyone until he goes to Dr. When he does go, he only wants me to tell my close family. He doesn't want it getting out. Whatever he wants. Nothing could make me happier.
I'm gonna be a dad. I'm excited for the road ahead. I'm scared for sure but I confident that I could do it.
I'm confident we can do it.

Heyy. So for the pregnancy, I was thinking about pits and pieces of it, and not in a whole lot of detail. Leave a comment and let me know what you want me to do.
Okay, bye.