Warning some sexual content
Kristen POV
"Why did you do that?" I asked
"To protect you" I shook my head.
"You didn't have to"
"Yes I did. If they knew you were alive they would come after you and some hitman don't have as kind as a heart as I do and they would hurt Ava" I nodded.
"Well in that case thank you" he looked at me and gave me a lop sided grin.
"No problem"
"So where are we going?"
"I was thinking Texas" I simply nodded my head. Texas was pretty far but I guess that was the point, to get as far away from here. But why? I should be dead right now. But here I was with the man that was sent to kill me now helping me. But why? This question kept coming. Why was he helping me. He was a hitman trained to kill but he was helping me.
"Taylor?" He looked over at me questionly. "Why are you helping me ?" I saw him think for a moment before he answered.
"I couldn't do it" he finally said softly.
"Do what? Kill me?" He shook his head
"I couldn't take a mother from her child"
"Oh" so that was the reason. I was actually grateful that Ava wouldn't grow up without her mom but she would grow up without her dad. Even though Robert tried to kill me I was sad that Ava would never see her dad again. I know how it felt. I wish I could have had a normal relationship with my dad but what he did was wrong. And I will never forgive him.
"Krissy ?" I turned my head shocked that Taylor called me that.
"Yes?"
"I asked if you wanted something to eat?"
"Oh yeah sure" I turned and looked back out the window. I saw a couple walking hand in hand and they looked in love. I sighed. I remember when me and Robert were like that. For some reason images of last night came to mind. I blushed. Last night was amazing but I lied to Taylor and said it was just sex. I enjoyed the way he held me. I thought we might be something after it happened but I was wrong as usual. I wish I could just forget but for some reason I can't. All of a sudden I saw a hand waving in front of my face. I quickly snapped out of my thoughts.
"Kristen? I called your name like 10 times" I blushed
"Sorry I was lost in my thoughts"
"What were you thinking bout?"
"Nothing I want to talk about right now" I said hoping he drop the subject.
"Ok well here's your food" he said handing me a McDonald's bag.
"Thanks"
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We were in Texas at a house Taylor owned there. It late at night or early in the morning depending how you looked at it. After hours of tossing and turning I got up and decided to take a shower. After I stepped out I dried off and pulled on a T shirt and some panties. I stared at myself in the mirror. I had bags under my eyes. I sighed and pulled my wet hair into a messy bun. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed the ice cream out of the freezer. I grabbed a spoon, sat down on the stool and started eating the ice cream.
"A little late for ice cream don't you think?" A voice said. I nearly jumped out of my skin. I turned and saw Taylor.
"Don't do that. I nearly had a heart attack" he chuckled and came and sat next to me. I scooted away from him a bit because I was basically half naked.
"I thought you were sleep" I said while eating another scoop of ice cream. I wish I known he was awake then I would at least put some shorts on.
"I couldn't sleep." I nodded my understanding since I couldn't sleep either. "You know that's very rude" I looked at him confused. What was rude?
"You're just going to eat right in front of me and not offer any" my mouth made an o shape.
"Oh well I'm sorry. Would you like some?"
"Yes I would and I would like for you to feed it to me" I groaned
"You're so lazy" I said while scooping up some ice cream. I made the spoon make its way towards his mouth and at the last moment shoved it into mine. He glared at me.
"You're gonna pay for that" I looked at him innocently
"What did I do?" Next thing I know Taylor has me over his shoulder. "Put me down"
"Ok" he said and threw me on the leather couch. I gasped as I felt the coolness of the leather on my bare legs. Then I felt Taylor jump on top of me and start tickling me.
"S-s stop" I struggled to get out between my laughs.
"Nope not until you say sorry for teasing me"
"S-s-s sorry" I managed to get out
"For?"
"T-t teasing y-you" he stopped and I tried to catch my breath. It was at that moment when I realised how close we were and what position we were in. My legs were wrapped around his waist and his crotch was dangerously close to mine. We stared into each other eyes for a moment. He leaned in but no matter how badly I wanted it. I stopped him. It just wasn't right. He wasn't fully mine. He had a family waiting for him. He looked at me confused. I shook my head.
"Its not right" I said looking down. "You're engaged and have a child on the way and I refuse to ruin that" he sighed and moved off of me
"Its too late for that"
"What do you mean?"
"You remember how when we first got here and I went off to go call Diamond" I nodded my head. That's what was keeping me up because I knew he loved her and we would be nothing more than a hitman and his target.
"Well when I called a dude answered it was my best friend Seth. I asked why he was there and he said since I was his best friend he couldn't hide it anymore. He said him and Diamond been having an affair and that the baby wasn't mine. That's why when I came back I was distant" he said his voice breaking. I rubbed his shoulder letting him know it was okay. Why would anyone want to hurt this beautiful man. Then I climbed on top of him so I was straddling him and kissed him slowly. It soon turned heated and passionate. I felt Taylor pick me up by holding on to my butt and carry me upstairs to his room. He laid me down on the bed our lips never leaving each other. He pulled back and looked into my eyes as if asking if this was okay. I nodded my head. It was what he needed, what we both needed. He pulled his shirt off while I pulled down his shorts. He yanked off my t shirt and unclasped my bra. He leaned down and sucked on my nipple making me moan. I arched my back and he left a trail of kisses from between my breasts down to my belly button. He slowly pulled down my panties letting his fingers run down my thigh. I quickly pulled down his boxers and it was clear he wanted this to. He kissed me hard and then thrusted into me. I moaned into the kiss. We kept at a steady pace until we both felt our climax rising. He went faster and harder until I moaned his name during my orgasm. He was right after me. He laid his head down on my breast after throwing a blanket over our naked bodies. I sighed. I wonder where we go from here. Maybe we can actually live a life together. But I knew that everything is not as simple as it seems. I knew there would probably be problems. But I was ready. As long as Taylor was there beside me. It would be fine. Right?
A/n I know its been awhile and I'm sorry I had writers block and kinda still do. I know the direction I want it to go but I'm finding it difficult to write the chapters . Anyway I'm asking for you to please bear with me
Xoxo milly
