02.02.2014
This is a record, I haven't offended anyone for three days. it sounds terrible, but it's true. These days I tried to talk less. I didn't restrict myself in food and didn't cut myself. I liked feeling like not a demon, but an ordinary person. True, my therapist said that after bad days there are good ones, and after good days there are bad ones.
02.03.2014
There is no person who hates his life more than I hate mine. I decided to end it. I'm fed up with my constant remissions. It will be easier for the people I love without me. and I will not oppress myself for my bad words. I will ask everyone for forgiveness one last time and go to a place where I can love them without harming them. I hope they know that despite all the words I said, I love them.
