❝Lose Control || Jikook❞ ━━━Jikook [C]

21|twenty-one

Jimin kept staring at the ceiling as Jungkook talked about his day to him.

"Jin Hyung was so angry when Namjoon Hyung broke the globe. Sometimes, I wonder who's in charge."

Jungkook chuckles, and he looks at Jimin to see his husband smile, but he frowns when he sees Jimin staring at the ceiling with a blank expression.

"What happened, baby?"

Jungkook asks, shaking Jimin's body, and his husband immediately hides his face in the crook of Jungkook's neck.

"Hyung, is our relationship a toxic one?"

Jimin asked, and Jungkook froze hearing Jimin's question.

"Why do you think like that?"

Jungkook asked, stuttering as he made Jimin look at him.

"You never let me go out. I don't even have any friends because of your possessiveness. Do you think I'll cheat on you? Don't you trust me?"

Jimin asked, and Jungkook's face hardened as his eyes glistened with tears.

"No, baby. I don't think like that. I'm just an insecure freak."

Jungkook confessed, and Jimin's eyes widened hearing new information.

"What do you mean? What makes you insecure?"

Jimin asks, cupping his husband's cheek.

“"Our age gap and my job status. What if you find someone better than me? What they snatch you from me? I’m old with a simple job. I'm not even a good husband to you."

Jungkook confessed, and Jimin shed tears, hearing how Jungkook thinks so low of himself.

"You're the only one I need, Hyung. You're the best husband. Your job is one of the most respected jobs. You save people, our country, so I'm proud to be a police officer's husband. Not everyone gets this prestigious job, and about your age, just remember that age doesn't define my love for you. I would have fallen for you, even if you were 20 years older than me."

Jimin said, giggling, and Jungkook smiled. He pulled Jimin in for a kiss, now finally feeling a weight had been lifted off. The insecurity of his vanished hearing Jimin's unwavering love towards him.

"I love you, baby. Sorry for being controlling."

Jungkook said, and Jimin shook his head.

"I love you, and I love how you control me, because sometimes I can't differentiate between right and wrong peoples but I want to explore the world by myself too, so I can be an inspiration for our son. I want to do a job, not now but later when Kiyo is a bit older, but for now, I want to go out and make friends. I don't want our son to think slightly wrong about us."

Jimin said, and Jungkook smiled, knowing he needed to take this step for Jimin and their son.

"Okay baby."

Jungkook said, and Jimin pulled his husband for a deep kiss.

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I'm feeling bad; that's heavy angst coming after two chapters. Please keep streaming Muse.