Islington Diary

Chapter 3

I was in my final year. The relentless pressure of assignments, reports, final-year projects, and internships made student life a constant challenge. My daily routine was rigidly defined:

6 AM - Wake up, freshen up, and prepare for college.

7 AM - Attend classes.

10 AM - Head to my internship.

5 PM - Leave the office and head home.

6-8 PM - Freshen up, grab a bite, handle chores, and have dinner.

8 PM to 12 AM - Work an online job.

After 12 AM - Sleep, only to repeat the same routine the next day.

This regimented schedule was my life: structured and monotonous. Yet, I thrived within its constraints. I was determined, focused, and career-oriented, driven by a motivation to excel.

Socially, I was never the girl who sought the spotlight or indulged in an extravagant social life. My circle in Islington was limited to just two people:  Ava and Elsa. Without them, I felt like a wandering soul in the vast expanse of college life. I never fit neatly into the categories of introvert or extrovert. Perhaps Ambivert describes me best: shy yet confident, quiet yet loud, easy to approach but difficult to truly understand.

In navigating this delicate balance between solitude and companionship, I began to learn more about myself. Life seemed to be moving in slow motion, and for once, everything felt under control.

But who knew life had a roller-coaster ride waiting for me—one I had subconsciously wished for? Suddenly, my meticulously planned routine seemed insignificant. The girl who once adhered strictly to her schedule found herself a new companion who made her forget about her boring routine. 

With whom she travelled for hours unlocking new adventures in life. Despite having lived in this city for over a decade, he was the one who introduced me to its wilderness, playfulness, and serene aspects. He made me realize that I had been merely existing, not truly living. For this, I will forever be grateful.

In this newfound whirlwind, I discovered the vibrancy of life outside my carefully constructed boundaries.