Life's A Book

Deepened Scars

DEEPENED SCARS 💔

Days passed and it feels like a knife stabbed
her heart going deeper. Her hands trembling,
brain wandering in thoughts not wanting to hear
any words around her. The little chirpy girl became
the loneliest girl one would never imagine, her
childish younger self would be afraid of growing into
a teenager if she knew she would drown in pain and
suffering that would last forever.

Some says time is a healer but as time has
passed and her fierce pain turned to rage making
her soft heart recklessly cut through her tender
skin like a paper but that pain she's having reminded
more of him. Her hand trembling with pain,
not from the cut but from which it more reminded
of him, of moments together. She don't want to feel
the pain again because she's scared of all that
suffering. Once again she felt dead inside.

That little girl who once used to cry little louder
so she could complain now screaming in silence.
A silence no one can hear, a silence where her
fears started, a silence that she's afraid to fall in
love again, a silence where she decided she would
die alone rather than having someone to hurt her.