To the star that lights my way, Jiezl,
As I sit down to write this letter, the weight of my mistakes and the pain I've caused you weighs heavily on my heart. I acknowledge that my silence, fueled by my fears and insecurities, allowed them to consume me and, in turn, erode the foundation of our once beautiful relationship. The walls I built around my problems became barriers between us, isolating me in my struggles and leaving you feeling distant and unimportant.
I let my fears eat me alive, whispering doubts and insecurities that clouded my judgment and clouded the love that once shone brightly between us. I failed to open up, to share my burdens, and to lean on you for support as any partner should. Instead, I retreated into myself, allowing my issues to fester and grow until they poisoned the love we shared.
I see now how my actions, or rather, my lack of action, led us down this path to where we stand now - apart, hurting, and longing for what once was. I realize that my silence was as damaging as any spoken word, and my failure to communicate left wounds that may take time to heal.
A torrent of emotions floods my soul, and the realization of the void your absence has left in my life weighs heavily on my heart. I find myself at a loss, unable to fathom a world where your light does not illuminate my days, where your presence does not bring warmth to my soul. The thought of a life without you is a darkness I cannot bear to face.
In losing you, I lost the safest place I'd ever known, the sanctuary where my fears subsided, and my heart found solace in your embrace. Your love was a shelter from life's storms, a haven where I found peace and comfort amidst the chaos of the world. Without you, I am adrift in a sea of uncertainty, longing for the anchor that held me steady in your love.
The thought of a world without you is a darkness I can't bear. You are the sun that warms my soul, the moon that guides my dreams, the air I breathe. I never knew a love like ours, a love that feels like coming home. I love you with every fiber of my being, and I can't imagine a life without you in it.
I know I've hurt you more than you could ever let me know. I'm so sorry, baby. I wish for a day that you will find it, somewhere in your heart, to forgive me. I am eternally yours, Jiezl. I am yours even in another lifetime. Or another universe — if multi universe is real.
I love you. I love you so.
Across the time and space, Malfoy.
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