Kyles pov (a month after the suicide) 21:00
Tomorrow is Stan's funeral and I just physically can't live like this anymore. For the past few weeks I've been skipping school. The only thing i do is lay in bed and cry until i cant cry anymore and then i just sleep.
In the past few weeks I tried to join Stan in multiple ways. Such as trying to cut my wrists but my parents always caught me, trying to take too much pills but then i just throw them up again. It's like something is actually stopping me from dying.
I used to believe it was stan but i thought im just crazy and im thinking bullshit.
I got into some paranormal shit and looked it up online but just as i thought im crazy
Now im in my room watching some tv. This show reminded me of stan. He always told me to watch it but i always told him i would probably think its too boring.
I wasn't wrong its boring as fuck but i just cant stop watching because it reminds me way too much of him. I start crying again and again until i cant cry anymore.
Someone knocks on my door and i see my mom coming in. I look up and she looks concerned at my pale face.
"Why didn't you eat dinner with us?" She asks me. She always asks this like she'll get a new answer. But every time she gets the same answer. "Im not in the mood to eat."
She looks at the ground and then at me . "Sweetie you have to eat." She tells me concerned. I nod. "I know. I just- i just cant okay?" I tell her with a forced smile. She nods at me and walks out of the room. I sign and lay back in bed continuing watching the boring movie.
How do i get over this?
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I'll love you till the day that I die (stanxkyle)
Romantik"I'll love you till the day that I die" was Stan's last words to Kyle before he died of suicide. In this fic follows Stans pov before the suicide and Kyles pov after the suicide. Got inspired to write while listening to Billie Eilish😭 TW Suicide A...
