I fell in love with an IDOL (BTS)

2. My idol friend

Jeongguk's POV

I woke up earlier than expected. Usually I wake up by 12pm or something later. After being an Idol for more than 15 years it has really become more stressful. I did not expect that a day would come where I will be all alone. No one to talk to other than my managers.

All my hyungs are married now and having a beautiful life of theirs. I envy them and also I am happy for them, as now they are not alone. They are living a life where people are with them through thick and thin. They all have their beautiful love stories. Will I get one? Am I allowed to? *Sigh*

I woke up from my bed and went towards the window. The morning looks so gloomy. All though the sun is bright but it appears gloomy to me. Why so? Is it real or everything is in my mind?

I really don't have anything to do. How am I supposed to spend my whole day? I wondered. Even for the fact I have to wait for may be a week or so for my next schedule. All my friends are busy with their schedules.

Can anybody please come to me or be with me? I really don't know what I should do. I am getting bored by all the usual things which I do. I am just straining my body and nothing else.

Suddenly I thought of someone. My heart got excited thinking of the person.

Yeah. I have to meet Yun Hee ssi for our small collaboration. A smile creeped up on my lips by thinking of her.  She was really an amazing person I have ever met.

I met her during one of our volunteering services at a country side NGO. She is Jimin hyung's wife's friend. After we met that day, we started meeting regularly for work purpose. And it was kind of amazing experience knowing her. She looks very silent and calm. It amazes me everytime. Whenever we meet we engage in small talks or discussion. I am a very athletic person. Sitting and talking for a long time is not my forte. But after meeting her I saw this side of myself. 

After the chain of thoughts I messaged her asking to meet early as I had a lots of time.
She seemed to be enjoying her morning view at her place. I took a picture of my morning view from window and sent her. She was ecstatic and she liked the picture very much.

Again my chain of thoughts creeped up. Why is she so amazing? Her happiness for small things and her smile. All this was making me feel weird in my chest. What is this? Am I ok? I was not sure.

Again a message beeped up on my phone. I realised she was concerned about me. This made the weird feeling grow more. I felt a heat rising within me. To avoid this feeling I started cracking jokes and also started to flirt. Her reply made my bones tickling. I had a happy chat with her before stopping.

I went to bathroom for a fresh shower and  I called my Manager hyung. He said he will reach in 30 minutes with the paper.
By the time I prepared a light meal for me and had it as a breakfast.

After 30 minutes Manager hyung came

I asked "Are the papers ready?"

"Ya the papers are ready but there is a problem with legal department?" *With a concern on his face*

"What problem?" *With a question mark on my face*

"It is something about confidentiality. They asked to revise this contract." *Stretching his lips in a straight horizontal line due to this his cheeks were puffing up*

"Is it? I don't think there is an issue something like that. Anyway I will talk to her when she comes today. It has been delayed already." *I brushed my hair with my fingers with a little concern*

"Yeah. It is a mess now at their department. Everyday they have to look after so many things."

"I understand that they are doing for us. By the way how is noona and kids. It has been so long I have met." *With excitement I asked*

"All are fine. They talk about you whenever they see any video of yours or sometimes while eating." *With a smile*

"Hahaha. Good. Next time I would like to be part of this discussion." *I laughed*

"Okay. I have to go now. I have other work at the office. Also I am keeping these papers here. When Yun Hee ssi comes please give it to her. Also, about your next schedule, you have rehearsals scheduled for the next week. Meanwhile relax , eat well and do exercises regularly. Got it." *He brushed my hair messing it up*

"Yeah. Hyung. Please come regularly. I feel bored." *I crunched my nose with a smile*

"Sure." *With a smile*

I hugged him. He went.

I sighed again thinking that he is the only person who comes regularly to check on me. He is also one of the sweetest person.

After sometime the door bell rang.

I saw the time it was already 12 pm. A smiled creeped up thinking of Yun Hee ssi and my eyes getting moist unknowingly.
I ran towards the door with a bit of excitement.

Yun Hee's POV

I reached Jeongguk's place. Waiting nervously at the door after ringing the door bell.

He opened the door with a smile and whispered "Yun Hee" I could hear him. His eyes looked moist as if he was crying.

I felt sad looking at it.
I smiled in return and whispered "Jeongguk"

He invited me inside his home. I was looking at his home with a sad tinge in my heart. It is not that this place is new to me. I have been before as well. The home looked a bit dark and gloomy today. And then I noticed him, he was gloomy as well. I could feel that he is not quite well today.

Jeongguk started talking without a stop. As if he was hiding something or himself from me.

"I had called my Manager Hyung. I am so sorry. As per my legal department this contract has some issues. It would be good if you can revise this contract. And -"

I cut him off and asked with a hesitation in my tone
"Are you fine? You didn't even say a Hii. Why do you feel so unusual?"

After hearing that his eyes bursted out with tears. As if he was waiting for someone to ask him that. He couldn't control himself. He was sobbing keeping his hands on his face.

I have never seen him cry in a reality except for videos or on social media.
I couldn't take in and unknowingly went towards him.

I bent down on my knees at his level and took his hand aside to look at his face clearly. He looked tired and torn. His eyes were wet. Tears were flowing on his cheeks. His nose was red. His face clearly stated he wants someone with him now. I clearly knew talking to him is not the way to calm him.

I couldn't taken in more. His sadness was hurting me too. My eyes became moist after looking at him. I elevated myself on my knees and hugged him. I rubbed his back so that he takes out all the overwhelming emotions through his tears.

I was shocked at my own behaviour but this was too important.

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Next Chapter

Jeongguk slipped on the couch hovering above Yun Hee. Her hands were on his chest. His hands were either sides of her careful enough not to put all his weight on her. Faces were few inches away. They both can feel their breaths fanning each other. They both were staring at each other not knowing what to do. Unknowingly their lips brushed together giving them a tingling sensation. Their heartbeats were running crazily.

Will they kiss? Let's find out in the next chapter.

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