Beauty and the Beast

Inside Eli Frederickson's Internal Dialogue

Those who have had interaction with me would instantly believe I'm a bad boy who wants to do nothing but bad things and while it might seem true,I have a good heart and loving soul. My behaviorisms just conceal them. It was difficult to believe I have a good heart and loving soul because of my bad boy reputation but I want somebody to see me for my good heart and loving soul instead of only seeing me for my bad boy reputation and behavior. Just one person. But I don't think anybody will see me for my good heart and loving soul because of the well known bad boy reputation I have which I understand but it's hard to handle knowing that I'm only viewed as a bad boy and I am not viewed for my good heart and loving soul which are concealed by my reputation.