HEY HEY IK ITS BEEN A MONTH SINCE I SAID ID UPLOAD A STIRY TIME MB POOKIES BUT UHHH HERE IT IS NOW BUT UHHH SO AS HALF OF YOU KNOW I HAVENT SEEN MY MOM IN 4-5 MONTHS UHM AND HERE IS WHY
SO MY MOM AND GRANDMA ARE VERY ABUSIVE VERBALLY MY MOM SOMETIMES PHISICALLY SHE THREW A GLASS CUP AT MY HEAD WITH FULL FORSE ONE TIME AND I DODGED IT THANKFULLY BUT IT LEFT A DENT IN MY GRANDMAS WALL AND AND BROKE IMGAINE IF THAT HIT ME ID BE IN THE HOSPITAL
ALSO ONE TIME WE WERE IN THE CAR AND MY MOM KNOWS I GET CAR SICK BADLY AND WERE ON THE BACKROADS WITH ALL THE HILL AND I SAID SHE NEEDS TO CHILL AND STOP FREAKING OUT OVER A JOKE MY DAD MADE AND THEN SHE STARTED BLASTING MEDAL MUSIC AND WAS GOING OVER 100 ON THE ROADS AND IM ABT TO THROW UP BECAUSE OF IT AND JUST TO LET YOU KNOW HOW STEEP THESE THAT SHE WAS GOING ON THE CAR WAS LITERALLY IN THE AIR FROM HOW FAST SHED GOING IT WAS LIKE RLLY BUMPY AND SHIT
I AM CLEAN CURRENTLY BUT AT MY MOMS ID RELAPSE A LOT AND SHE SAW IT ONE TIME ON MY ANKLE AND THEIGH AND THEY UH WERE PRETTY DEEP (SHE WALKED IN ON ME CHANGING TO SEE BLOODY SCARS BECAUSE I RELAPSE LITERALLY 15 MINUTES BEFORE SHE WALKED IN) AND I DONT REALLY CLEAN MY CUTE I JS WAIT FOR THEM TO STOP BLEEDING AND SO SHE FOUND OUT AND INSTEAD OF COMFORTING ME AND ASKING WHY I DID SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF HER LUNGS YELLING AT ME SAYING IM A PIECE OF SHIT AND I MAKE HER WANNA KILL HERSELF AND IM DOING IT FOR ATTENTION AND UH LOVE IF I WAS DOING IT FOR ATTENTION YOU WOULD HAVE SEEN THE DAMN SCARS BY NOW NOT A WHOLE ASS YEAR LATER
OMG I FORGOT IM IN CAPS OH WELL IDC BUT UH SO I MOVED IN WITH MY DAD AND SHIIIT
MY MOM IS BIPOLAR BTW AND SHE SENDS ME LONG HATEFULL TEXT EVERYOTHER WEEK SAYING IM NOTHING TO HER THEN SAYING HOW SORRY SHE IS AND IS BEGGING ME TO COME BACK
LIKE NO-
SHE SAID I SHOULD GO BACK TO THE MENTEL HOSPITAL WHERE I BELONG WITH MY "PEOPLE" AND MAKE A FAMILY THERE IF SHE ISNT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME AND I WAS JS LIKE WTF BRO
OH BTW I HAVE TOLD YALL BUT AS YK I RAISED MY LIL SISTER BC MY MOM SPLIT FOR 2 YEARS AND MY GRANDMA WAS TO OLD TO LIKE DO SHIT SO I DID AND SHES LIKE MY LITERAL KID AND NOW MY MOM IS MAKING OUT LIKE I WANNA KILL THEM ALL BY USING A FUCKING HALLOWEEN PICTURE WHERE I WAS JOKINGLY HOLDING A PUMKIN CARVING KNIFE IN FRONT OF HER BUT SHE WAS LAUGHING WHILE I DID AND MY MOM SAID IT WAS A GOOD IDEA BUT SHE WANTS TO TURN BACK ON ME AND BE LIKE OH U WANNA KILL OUR FAMILY STFU U CRAZY ASS BITCH AND TAKE UR GODDAMN PILLS
SHES A FUCKIN TWO EYED TOE CABBAGE FR
OH AND SHE SAID SHED WISH MY DAD WOULD RELAPSE SO ID RUN BACK TO HER (MY DAD WAS A DRUG ADDICT FOR YEARS SO I LIVED WITH MY GRANDMA AND MY MOM WAS A ALCHOLIC AND SHE WAS NEVER THERE BUT SHE SAID PRETTY GO AND RELAPSE SO MY KID WILL COME BACK) HOW SHITTY IS THAT BRO WHO TF SAYS THAT
THIS SHIT GETS JUICY BTW BUT UH MY MOMS A SICOOO ILY ALL ILL POST ANOTHER STORY TIME AGAIN SOON
