Forces Of Love

(1): It's Over

I was in my room with Jayden , after a heated argument . So Jayden Richards is my male friend or you could say my best friend. We have been friends for a long time he's probably what you call my ride or die. He's the epitome of a friend and a definition of a true one. He stood up from the bean bag and headed towards the door.

“ Belle just know that I am here if you need anything just phone me or text me l will come running ". He said with a sad look on his face , if there's anyone who is more in pain then it's me . “ I know Jayden go or you will miss your curfew and your dad won't like  it". I said hugging him a few seconds later l broke from the hug.

After Jayden left Denver texted me and said that he was in Seattle and was coming to check up on me. Denver actually decided to spend time with his family in New York he's back from there. I did not tag along because l had issues of my own that l needed to solve .

I was about to go and change but then I heard someone call out my name loud . The sound was coming from the window and l went towards the window. I looked down to see after opening the window it was my boyfriend.  Denver Smith climbing the ladder to get inside.

He never loved entering through the front door. When he was now inside the room he pulled me into a warm tight hug. The feeling l feel when l am hugged by him is unexplainable. He gives the world's best hugs. I don't think I will ever learn to live without them. Hugs are comforting but there are issues they cannot fix. It's been a while since l last saw my boyfriend and l have missed him so much.

Damn he smells so good how am l suppose to resist him. I just want to lay down by his side and cuddle with him but as much as l want to it comes with a price. I cannot reciprocate it back, Denver broke the hug and his face went from being happy to being curious and worried. I freed myself from his grip l better say it now or else l will bear the consequences of not saying it.

“ What's wrong are you okay sweetheart ". He asked holding my hand and rubbing it. He came close so close that l could feel his breathe. He looked at me with those blue eyes that l always get lost in , if he kisses me right now even if it on the cheek or lips. I might as well not break up with him. I have to break up with him there's a lot at stake here. I detached my hand from his and ran it through my hair. Do it Belle said in my head. He is so going to hate me and be so much broken what can l do a lot is at stake.

“ We need to talk Denver ". I said after mustering courage fear and confusion was all that l saw in his eyes. Sometimes we need to take paths that no one has taken. " Okay what's wrong babe are you okay sweetheart?" By the way why are you callinge Denver did l do something that you don't like?" Argh if he goes on like this he is going to make it even more difficult.

“ It's over ". I said in a cold tone and with a smirk on my face.  I wish breaking up with him was not the solution. Please don't hate me he is going to hate me since l gave him the right to. “ What do you mean it's over Belle ?" Denver said in pain as hurt filled his blue eyes. I was hurt and l despised myself for what l am doing. I have to do it. I had to do this for her if breaking up with Denver is the solution to my problems l won't hesitate to . “Do you have trouble me with hearing" I snappy harshly at him. “ I said we're over, it's over Denver".

“ But Belle how can you end our relationship just like this? Like it never meant anything to you like it was just some fling. We promise to not break each other's hearts Davison ". He said with tears in his eyes as he held my arms tightly and looked deeply in my eyes. “ I guess we both made promises we can't keep Denver". I said l really love Denver Smith l tried to give him a look to stop but he did not stop. “ l never liked you nevermind love you. It was all for fun and for popularity for money and all the other things that came with being Denver Smith's girlfriend. You were just someone l could use to get all of that. Now l do not want you anymore, it's over we're done".

“ You do not mean all of that". He said as he pushed me to the wall and cornered me to it as he grabbed me tightly around my arms. “ I do can't you get it's over l do not love you and never did". I said as l looked in his eyes tears were on the verge of coming out. Tears don't betray not now. “ Okay l need you to tell me straight to my face looking deep into my eyes and say that you do not love me and that our relationship, the memories and the love l have for you does not matter. Say it Belle and trust me when l say l will leave, l won't even look back not even bother you say it l will be gone ".

He said as he was now closer to me, why does he have to make it difficult than it's already is. As much as l have to do this hate to break his heart l have to. “ This relationship, the moments we shared and your love means nothing to me l don't love you Denver you were just a game get over it Denver". I stated, l lied through gritted teeth as l looked deep in his eyes. His grip on me me loosened. He began to go away a bit from me, he ran his hands through frustration he even kicked my purple box which had memories of our relationship. He was hurt and he was broken and l did it to him. He will never be the same Denver Smith l fell in love with . “ You are just like the other girls, always using boys who love you to the moon and back for your selfish reasons. It us not my lose it's yours and if it was fake l lost someone and it was an emotionless girl like you ". He said as his hands were clenched into fists. He stormed off and went out through my bedroom's door.

I thought it was going to be the last time l see Denver Smith, but fate as a way of playing with us and our lives right?

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