"I know, I know..I'll think of something.. soon I promise" I sigh. Lilly was nagging me about the fact that tour is supposed to start soon and I have no new songs.
We were at some small cafe, because she said she needed a serious talk with me so we sat down at a table
"You can't just keep on playing the same songs over and over again! You have one month to think of something."
I looked at her in shock but she was dead serious
"W-what? How on earth am I supposed to think of something in one month? You can't be serious!"
I said, slightly panicked but I kept my composure.
"I don't care how you do it. Think of something and it better be good."
I felt threatened, would I lose my job? Would all of the work I put into my career be for nothing? I worked so hard to get where I am today, I didn't have support from anyone, nobody thought I could do it and now..I think I'm proving them right.. maybe I can't do this..maybe the fame life is not for me? No. No I can't give up.
"I'll try.." I sigh tiredly, the pit in my stomach was stirring. I don't know what I was feeling. I was feeling everything at once. Anger, sadness, fear, pressure..it was all getting too much..
Lilly nodded and I stood up. "I'm going home and I'll try to think of something."
"Okay but don't forget that interview you have later, I'll call you."
I nodded and simply left.
I walked back home which wasn't that far away. I entered my house and ran straight to my bedroom, I picked up my guitar and sat on my bed while tuning the guitar.
I strum a few notes, humming, trying to think of a melody.
There's nothing, I can't think of anything. I have nothing to write about..usually I wrote songs that people could relate to, most of the time they were love songs, but I'm not in love anymore..
I snap out of my daze, I have to stop thinking of him. I have to move on, he cheated on me for gods sake!
His name was Jack, we were high-school sweethearts, once he found out that I was trying to start a career he laughed in my face, his reasoning for cheating on me was because I became "too busy for him".I shake my head and keep trying to hum some sort of tune.
I eventually give up, today is just not my day I guess..
I look at my phone and see I have a missed call from Lilly. I call her back
"Hello Violet, I'm coming to pick you up now. I'll be there in 10 minutes, be ready" she said hurriedly and hung up.
I sigh and walk up to my mirror and look at myself, making sure I look presentable. I look okay I guess..
There's a knock at my door and I rush downstairs, I quickly open the door and am greeted by Lilly. She quickly rushed me to the car and I sat in the passenger seat and she sat next to me behind the steering wheel. There was awkward silence for a bit until I speak. "So how long is the car ride going to be?" I ask trying to start a conversation. "2 hours" she replied, I simply nodded my head and looked out the window.
"There was something I wanted to talk to you about though.." Lilly said as she adjusted her casual suit that actually really looked nice on her, she wore this kinda stuff all the time. She looked at me with slight excitement but also with slight anxiousness.
"Oh yeah? What about?" I ask curiously, not really knowing where this was going.
"I don't know how else to say this but..I got you an audition for a movie.." she says and glances at me with her blue eyes glowing and her smile beaming, she was older than me, maybe in her 30's or late 20's but she definitely looked younger. She looked back at the road. I looked at her and sighed. "What kinda movie is it?" I ask simply just to please her, I knew she would force me to do the movie anyway. It isn't like I didn't like acting anymore, it was just that I've lacked motivation for it, I'm not as good as I used to be either..
"It's thriller, it's called the turning I'm pretty sure, auditions are in 3 days but I got your lines in my office. I want you to practise them." She says.
I simply nod so there's a bit of awkward silence after before she speaks up again.
"You know, I think this could be really big thing for you, I want you to get back on track, back to singing and acting, trust me, I think this audition is for the best."
I simply nod but say nothing.
*time skip*
We arrive at the destination of the interview. I walk into the large grey and dull looking building, I push through the glass doors, lilly following close behind me.
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Fanfiction18 year old Violet Clinton has never felt more alone, living alone in LA and barely keeping in contact with her friends and family, she suddenly meets someone..someone who brings out the better side of her, but will this last long?