In the Shadow of Fear (on hold)

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Matty jumped awake in a panic breathing not knowing where she is she looked around realizing she's in Sam's room with the raven hair girls arm wrapped around her waist she carefully unwrapped it getting up she grabbed her shirt walking out of the room she saw the kitchen light on seeing Tara standing there shaking

Hey you alright?-Matty

Tara jumped at the voice seeing Matty  she relax she shook her head at her Matty wrapped her arms around Tara who started crying in fear

It's ok kid I got you-Matty

Why are you up?-Tara

I had a bad dream-Matty

Same you want hot chocolate?-Tara

I'd love a hot chocolate-Matty

They sat together talking and laughing while they drank

What was your nightmare about if you don't mind me asking-Tara

Not a all it was my dad trying to kill me the normal one-Matty

Why? Sorry I didn't mean to sound rude-Tara

It's fine probably should talk to someone about it when I was younger my dad was a horrible person when is Sister died it got worse one day he was drunk and he drove me somewhere he started talking nonsense then suddenly I was in a lake getting dunked in and out by my dad I only made it because Kate saved me that was the first time we ever talked-Matty

That's horrible I'm so sorry you when through that-Tara

He didn't care he just said you two much like her I hate it so he just wanted to kill me the usual is me in a trap getting dunk in water that's why I hate it-Matty

Tara touched her hand gently smiling at her

You are safe here-Tara

And so are you Amber right? You see her all the time-Matty

Yeah how'd you?-Tara

Know it's what I see every time I think about my sister-Matty

That wasn't your fault you will be a cop again-Tara

Maybe look at this a full metal device around my hand I can't move it with out pain I don't know what I'm going to do-Matty

Well get you back Matty so why Matty?-Tara

She chuckled at her setting her cup down

My mom was alone during my birth and my aunt was on the phone with her my mom was still out so she said Maddie my she said Maddie with three T's instead of the D's so my aunt was lost so she put Matty on the paperwork my loved it though it was her brother name so it worked out I Like it-Matty

I thought you a guy not going to lie Eve talked about you all the time so I thought Matty must be a guy then you walked in and Eve said Matty! so-Tara

I get it a lot though off topic question what's Sam like-Matty

I knew her as a happy protective sister still is she's amazing I couldn't imagine a life without her we argue and fight but at the end of the day I'd hate to love her she's the best person to give your heart to if you do just don't hurt her she's my sister-Tara

I just met her I'm already in love with her she's something I didn't see coming as a cop I plan everything out every possible detail to protect myself walking into that hospital room I planed and strategized them Samantha Carpenter walked in I just lost my entire plan I just couldn't think I try really hard you know to not let the cop walls down but I just let it happen-Matty

Tara smile at Matty as she talked about Her older sister with the biggest smile on her face

I just gah I love her you know an that's a scary horrifying feeling Tara I haven't  felt love since Kate came along and that fell apart so fast you know-Matty

I get it before Eve I was with Amber she was a one way wrecking Ball-Tara

They talked for a while longer  till Sam
Walked out wrapping her arms around Matty who smiled melting into her

Let go back to bed baby-Sam

Ok thanks for the hot chocolate Tara and the company get some rest kid-Matty

They both went to their rooms Sam laid down wrapping her body around Matty

I love you-Sam

Matty knew the girl was half asleep but she looked at her shocked but smiled kissing her face

I love you get some rest-Matty

Sam fell asleep in her arms Matty smiled at the woman in her arms she's like a giant cuddly teddy bear Matty loves it she played with Sam's hair as she looked at her hand with a sigh of sadness she hated this metal thing around her hand made Sex really hard and it was uncomfortable for her hand the cold metal on her skin she grabbed a soft shirt ripping apart wrapping it around the thing

What are you doing-Sam

My hands cold sorry get some sleep-Matty

Can I lay on top of you?-Sam

Huh?-Matty

Sam moved over laying her head on Matty's stomach while her legs laid in between Matty's tangled together Matty ended up feeling very safe and feel asleep right there