enhypens 8th member

nabi

Nabi's pov:

Wtf is going on?!? I thought while seeing my brother and some other contestants. Boys! I mean I was so sure I was going to be in a girls group! Maybe it's just a mistake, maybe my survival show is in the next door in the studio! This can't be trueeee.

I was about to lose my mind (or everything that's left from it) when I heard the host saying that I'm the last contestant here. I was really hoping that the company is just joking and it's a prank... but it's not. It's actually happening. No f way.

Heesung ran up to me to ask me if its a prank but I didn't know what to say. "I hope so" I said, fricking out (dk how to write it) the host announced a brake and told me to go see the manager so someone could explain it to me.

"Sungiii I was just thinking about how shocked I was when joining... I actually thought about that a lot lately." Heesung looked confused. "Why? Are you nervous?" He asked.
"Well, I'm not nervous but it's just that I keep reminding myself how hard it was, and how it is possible that I stayed that long with you guys... maybe, sometimes I wonder if I deserve all of this." I said and almost started crying. "You're right, you don't deserve any of that. You deserve more. You are so talented, beautiful, caring and amazing. You deserve it so much. If you say anything crazy like that again, I don't know what I would do to you, ok?" I nodded. "Great, now please stop crying because I'm hungry and it's annoying, thank you." Heesung said with attitude. "I don't need you, I'm going to niki!" I replied in the same attitude.

"Nikiii I'm tired of Heesung!!" I said walking in nikis room. "Hey, do you wanna play with us?" Jake said while playing fortnight or something with niki. "I just want to sleep right now" I said and dragged myself to nikis bed. It was so soft, it made me fall asleep so fast. "Shes not wasting time" jake said.

I saw niki smiling at me, whispering "good morning, baby" in his soft voice.  He kissed me on my cheek and moved the hair out of my face. "How did you sleep?" "Great, and you?" I asked. "Amazing, just because I was with you, baby" He said and I blushed hardddd.

"Hey nabi! Nabiii!!!! Wake up!!" Niki screamed at me. "Huhhh?!?!? Wth niki!!" I screamed back. "You slept here for four hours!" I were shocked, and honestly embarrassed at niki waking me up while I was blushing from him, in my dreams.
"Fine, fine I'm leaving!" I said and ran out of there.

I liked niki from the first moment I saw him and talked to him. He was just so... interesting? Of course, he's hot, we all see that, but his personality is something different and special.
I never told him because he likes me only as a friend, I bet that If you'd ask him something about that topic of us dating he'll threw up, But I've learnt how to act like I like him as a friend so nothing embarrassing would happen.
I guess I just accepted the fact we'll never be together, and as much as it hurts its better that way.