It was my fault that you vanished from this Earth; you loved this place instead of loving me.
Showing the good in all that exists despite the fact we have terrible childhood.
Somehow you managed to happily smile along the way, no matter what happened to us.
Even you said that I probably shouldn't steal Batman's wheels from the Bat-mobile, I didn't bother to listen a word you spoke of and left you all alone...
I'm the worst person alive just like he was on that day...
I, Jason Todd, disappeared that night stealing Batman's wheels and went to live with him...
My best friend, my only friend in the world, against everything else in this damn hell...!
I vanished without saying a word to you, were you crying...?
Bright, beautiful, green eyes stained with salty tears running down your pale white face, I knew you were ill yet I won't bother to think about your health.
I was a fool for letting you go because you smiled on the darkest days of your life,
Telling me
"Everything is honestly fine, Jason. Please go back to the Wayne Manor with your new family, I'm glad for you."
What a lair you are, you weren't glad for me.
You were upset that I left you all alone in the emptiness we've been through as children, but it was my fault for believing you.
Being Robin was amusing thing, till my death and being replaced by the one I thought would save me.
Guess I am the same as Batman however, you kept waiting for me to come back in your arms with your angelic smile hugging me closely.
Embracing me in your warmth and whispering sweet words in my ears like a mother did towards her child, it got annoying few times since friends didn't do things as family siblings.
Sadly, being held in your warm arms is better than being gripped by the cold loneliness.
It my fault, you're buried under the crust of the earth before I could have the chance to say I'm sorry.
Hope heaven treating you good, rest in peace my best friend...
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I'm sorry, it was my fault
Hayran KurguWhat if Jason Todd had a best friend before he become Robin, and his death? August 16, Jason Todd comes back and quickly goes to find his best friend but what he finds isn't what he expected... Not all.
