Once Orya finally got Zenelle as her girlfriend, it was like she became obsessed with her more, but it was the same way for Zenelle; once she finally gave into Orya, she then became obsessed too. It was like they both couldn't get enough of each oth...
Zenelle Rayna Jones 23💕.... *She looks older then her age but since she was a little girl she always looked older than her age*
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Continuing from the conversation from Part Four.....
"O-okay I'll tell you okay"I said to her now having a tear or two fall down that she wiped away
"Yes please Zeze baby, tell me"She said bring my hand up to her mouth kissing it.....
"Okay it's cuz I'm scared"I said crying more as she brung my head to her chest running her fingers threw my scalp
"Why you scared baby tell me so I can understand"Laylay said
"Okay well finding someone who really wants you for you, and sees you as the most beautiful person in the world, can see straight throw all your lies and genuinely know when you are okay and not, would do anything for you, might even die for you and etc. Is scary because all the trama I've been through I don't want to mess up something up with you laylay."
" even put all my horrible relationship experiences on you because I think you'll just leave me like the rest or use me as your personal punching bag....
"Even though I know deep down you would never, it's just you can never be too sure, so I'm trying to protect myself, even though I"ve had feelings for you since high school and care about you deeply it's just I don't want to hurt you, or I end up hurting at the end like always"
"I have always had feelings for you Laylay bear I've just been scared"I finally said telling her all of it the real reason
"Ohh baby why didn't you tell me sooner I would have reassured and showed you that , that would never happened mama"
"But you can't keep letting shit that scares you stop you from doing what you want and I been telling you this because we would have been in a happy,healthy, communicating, trusting, and a whole bit of other shit in our relationship if you didn't let you being scared get in the way of that"
"And I know you prolly don't wanna hear this but what if you came back in town and I was in a relationship with someone because I was tired of waiting for you, what if I lost interest because you were ignoring me cuz you was scared and I found someone. How would you feel"she asked me kissing my head
"I would be so devastated, sad, even probably broken because I'll know I lost someone good/ my soulmate"I said crying again
"See now would you rather have just told me how you felt and what was really going on if that happened"she asked "yes I really would have" I said putting my head even more into her chest
"Okay now stop crying because you told me everything and your too pretty to cry baby"She said making me chuckle "But lemme wipe yo tears because you got me okay I'm not going anywhere and you know this because you ma baby and im obsessed with you as Normi loud mouth ass would say"she said as we both laughed
I then got back in my seat and we headed back to the library so I can go back home and we hugged and she kissed my check and we said we'll see each other later at the dinner....
