Why him?

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Their lips molded together as if they were missing pieces of a puzzle. They were enchanted into the kiss,their lips moving together in sync. Fireworks kept exploding on the background as if it was celebrating their kiss too.The kiss seemed to go on for forever.It held many unspoken words and many emotions that could be never explained in words.

They both pulled away after a while. He pressed his forehead against hers basking in the comfort her presence brought.

"Fuck it,I'm in love with you Mirae, I can't keep it to myself anymore."

Her heart stopped at his admission. She wanted to hear those words from him so bad.She wanted to scream, cry, jump around in happiness. World around them blurring out as they were too caught up in their own thoughts.She wanted to tell him she felt the same.It was taking everything in her not to scream out that she loves him too. She pushed down the lump forming in her throat as she spoke,

"H-Heeseung we can't-"

"Why him?what does he have that I don't?why do you love him but not me?why is he better to you than me?" he cut her off.

"Loyalty is a really important thing to me."

He scoffed amused at her words,"Is loyalty an important thing to him?"he spoke making her flinch.

"W-what?"she asked her mind not processing what he said.

" You're really that oblivious? You really don't get it that, that bastard is cheating on you?"

"You're lying." she spoke tears brimming in her eyes. He scoffed again at her dismissive behaviour, "You really don't believe me? Watch this."

He said as he pulled out his phone and showed her a couple pictures of Sunghoon with another unfamiliar girl smiling and laughing,the photo looked like it was taken late at night.

"You really thought he was being cold and distant for no reason?"

She looked down fiddling with her fingers.The same reason she never let herself get closer to Heeseung, Sunghoon ended up doing it.He broke her trust. He broke whatever they had. She felt betrayed and hurt.Was she seriously not worthy of love? She gave him her everything and yet he still did this. It started out as true love from both sides but it ended up leaving a toxic taste of wasted love on her tongue.

First love hurts after all

A pair of arms wrapped around her shoulder pulling her close.She felt his warm embrace engulf her. "You'll still stay with his cheating ass?" he mumbled his voice barely audible. She shook her head, letting him comfort her, letting herself be enguled by the embrace that felt like her home.

She looked up at him, her eyes filled with love and tenderness.She adored his bambi eyes so much.There was no doubt she loved that feature the most about him.

My bambi boy

He held her hand bringing it up to his lips, kissing her knuckles softly. She closed her eyes letting the sensation of his lips on her skin overtake her.

"This is how individuals profess their love to the person they love the most."

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Another annoying school day rolled around.Mirae dreaded to see Sunghoon,knowing she would lash out at him any moment.But she controlled herself. She couldn't break up with him, not yet. She needed a better plan or at least more time to think how she was gonna break up with him. But for now she just had to pretend in front of him that everything was alright.

Mirae and Minji sat together like usual during lunch. Minji was blabbering about something insignificant until her eyes stopped at Mirae's wrist.

That butterfly bracelet adorned on her wrist.She couldn't believe it. She felt like someone stabbed her heart a thousand times.

So it was her, huh?

She scoffed biting the inside of her cheek as she got up abruptly making Mirae startled.

"Where are you going?"

"Nowhere." she replied in a cold stoic voice contrasting to her usual bubbly voice.

Mirae flinched at her attitude, before she got to say anything Minji turned around abruptly leaving her wondering.

"Just watch what happens now, Mirae."

She spoke under her breath as she kept walking.

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