Still A Jedi

July 9th, 2015
Last night I couldn't sleep. Not because I was playing on my iPad, but instead crying for 3 hours straight and then waking up at 2:00 a.m. and going outside into my backyard to think. The reason behind this was a video I saw on YouTube called "Still A Jedi." It was the most touching thing I have ever seen. The story was based on Ahsoka Tano, and how her best friend betrayed her and framed her for killing people. She than ran away from the Jedi Order even after she was proven innocent. I found this incredibly sad. Especially because I can relate to Ahsoka's pain. I once I had a best friend who betrayed me herself. And I've felt like running away from everything I had. But anyways I have a conspiracy. I know your probably going to say Ahsoka's not "real". But truth is, I felt something while watching that video. A connection between me and Ahsoka. I felt like I've been there before. Which is weird because unless I'm Ahsoka herself, how would I know? Well if anyone of you knows any spiritual methods or anything for connecting with The Force, I'd love to hear them. And yes, The Force is definitely real because it's what binds the universe together. So if you know anything, please contact me and help me out. Lately I've been feeling depressed and worthless because I don't know who I am. Believe it or not, I've never really known who I am or where I belong. Sometimes I feel like I don't even belong on this planet. The people here are so judgmental and rude that it literally makes me sick. But please contact me. My kik is jedi.ahsoka. It was actually supposed to be more of a role playing account, but now I just need to know what's going on. And don't contact me saying "I'm crazy" or "I need to go into a mental hospital" because I know I'm not crazy. Yes I have autism but that doesn't make me any less of a person than you. But if you have any serious information, please do contact me.