1.26 - Does it hurt? / Yuning, wake up and see if I am okay / Two Pains [End]
Shen Wenxu was startled by the sudden accident. He stretched out his hands to rescue but stopped in mid-air. "Yuning..."
Gu Yuning said "hmm" very lightly, but his eyes fell on the completely shattered doll on the ground. His breathing was so light that he looked at it for a long time without coming back to his senses. His chest seemed to be pressed by a big stone, and he was panicking.
Very tired...
There has never been a moment when Gu Yuning felt so tired.
He no longer knew the meaning of his life in this world. "Brother..." Gu Yuning said, "I'm so tired..."
Perhaps when he was a child, Shen Wenxu occupied a very important position in Gu Yuning's heart. Even after experiencing all the things before, Gu Yuning was still the first to find him when he was tired.
Just because Shen Wenxu was his brother.
"...What?" Shen Wenxu said in a trembling voice.
Gu Yuning didn't say anything else. His pale face made him look as if he would leave this world in the next second.
The autumn sun was soft, shining here through the green leaves outside the window.
The light spot was shaking. Gu Yuning reached out and touched it. Dust and warm light danced on his too white fingertips. In a trance, Gu Yuning seemed to have returned to the days when he went to school with Shen Wenxu every day when he was a child. The sun was like this, shining on him, and he was carried into Shen Wenxu's arms.
The sound of the wind blowing in his ears seemed to be still yesterday.
Shen Wenxu's embrace was very warm.
Gu Yuning couldn't understand why people had to grow up?
Obviously, he was so happy when he was a child.
The light spot gently kissed his too pale fingertips, wanting to paint a touch of color on them, but it couldn't, so it was greedy and reluctant to leave, and left.
Gu Yuning tried hard to reach it, but he couldn't reach it. His eyelashes drooped slightly, casting a small shadow under his eyes. He looked at his hands, and his fingertips were cold. If it were in the past, he might have cried a long time ago, but now, he didn't.
The whole person was frighteningly calm.
"Brother."
Gu Yuning looked up and opened his arms to Shen Wenxu, "Can you hug me?"
Shen Wenxu didn't say anything, because he was afraid that tears would burst out of his eyes if he spoke. He nodded, didn't ask why, leaned over and hugged Gu Yuning, and rested his chin on the boy's shoulder for the first time. Shen Wenxu asked, "Why... have you lost so much weight?"
Gu Yuning: "Because Yuning was not well behaved and didn't eat well."
"So that's it..."
Shen Wenxu's vision was blurred by tears. The past ten years of getting along made him understand Gu Yuning better than anyone else. He hugged his brother tightly in his arms, as if he would leave in the next second. He couldn't hide his panic in his words, "Is Yuning going to leave brother?"
Everything in front of him overlapped with the dream that Shen Wenxu had had over and over again.
At the end of the dream, every time, Gu Yuning went to death.
"I'm sick. Our Yuning is just sick... He will be fine after treatment..."
"When the time comes... When the time comes, Yuning will let me do anything..." Shen Wenxu's heart seemed to be torn open by someone, and cold wind kept pouring in. It was so cold that his tears kept falling. He said in a trembling voice, "Be with whoever you like... Brother is wrong, brother is really wrong, Yuning, please forgive me... I was wrong..."
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Fanfiction【 BL, MTL, * No Editing 】 【 Smxt, H, NP】 Gu Yuning is a tasker who specializes in playing cannon fodder roles. He has a dazzling and charming face, he is elegant and noble, and he has excellent acting skills. But every time he goes on a mission...