Burn for you

Embarrassed And Hurt

Even after four days, I still remember the sound of that laugh. I had no idea that I needed to hear that.But I'd like to hear it once again.

Oh, and my brother proposed to my best friend; I was still upset, but in a week they will tie the knot.I'm overjoyed that my brothers have found their love.My mother told my dad earlier that she hopes that I meet someone as well.However, nobody will accept me for my wounds and my past.
I detest these bodyguards only because I'm sure they report everything to that assehole their boss.

I have been working on a challenging case since the morning. It's time to head back home, but I miss the underground race. I really need that adrenaline rush.However, nobody can be aware of it. I must escape from the bodyguards, but how? Yes,I will loose them in the traffic. It took the guys two hours to locate me when I was on my way to my flat . They appear enraged because I beat them and they were unable to catch up."Hey, chill, guys."
"It will be your fault if we pass away."
"Shh, you're not going to."
They laughed without humour.

I was watching Bridgeton at home after taking a shower and was eating Chinese takeaway in my baggy tank top and boy shorts.All of a sudden, the bell rung.I was so bothered by the bell that I didn't even think to change and felt almost completely exposed when I opened the door.
And it was him.

He gave me a once over after taking a quick peek at my face.He seems angry, and I'm very embarrassed. Then, we heard another door open,just before it happened, I was pushed inside and my back hit the closed door.He pinned both of my hands against the door, I look up to see an extremely furious Ahaan.His body was so near to mine that I failed to ask him why he was here.I was feeling very hot and I lost my sensibility with this position.He let out a growl.

"Is this how you open the door?" he asked gritting his teeth.
I can't respond to him. My focus is on his lips and all I want to do is breathe in his scent.
"Hmm.I asked you a question." He put his face in my neck and inhaled like he was smelling my sweet scent, as if he couldn't restrain himself.
"Answer me, Alana."
Something in me gave way. I attempted to shove him, but I was unable to do so because of how tightly he held me, and I was breathing heavily simply from having his face against my neck.
"I....I was...I didn't"
He bit my neck and began sucking the area, and fuck. Tomorrow, I'm sure, there will be a red mark.Unknowingly, a moan escapes.
"Jaan, you didn't know what?"
"I..ah..I wasn't ..ah... paying..aa..attention."
He looked up, his eyes dark with hunger, and I realised that I, too, had that same look. Fucking kiss me already..
"Alana, never open the door in this way again.You hardly have anything on".
His other hand was moving from my neck down to the curve of my breast. The anticipation sharpened my senses as my nipples hardened into firm beads and my pulse pounded through every part of my body.He suddenly turned to face me, and I could tell he was losing control.
"I..fuck Lana.Do you intend to kill me?"
Without waiting for a response, he slammed his lips on mine.His lips are incredibly soft, and I love how slowly and gently he's taking control.I groaned as Ahaan lightly touched my nipples with his thumb.I carefully stroked his hair as I put my hands around his neck.He pulled me towards him, kissing me further till I gasped.He moved his hand to my head and tugged my hair. My legs were now wrapped around his torso.
"Tell me to stop, Alana."
"No,dont stop", I whimpered.
The kiss became much more intense.However, he abruptly moved away. The loss of touch was unsettling; I was soaking, I know. I stand on my now shaky legs.
"Fuck Alana,shitttt.For heaven's sake, you should have stopped me; after all, you are my best friend's sister.This was not intended to happen. Fuck."

All I can see is his regret and I can feel tears prickling my eyes but I refuse to cry in front of him. I took a shaky breath.I feel used.
"Yes, you are correct—it was not supposed to happen." I sound so cold, and my voice is raspy. I walk by him and head for my bedroom.
"Close the door on your way out."
"Alana" He grabs my wrist and sighs in frustration.
"What?" My voice is entirely professional.
"Never loose the guards ."
I was furious. How dare he?
"And who the fuck are you? Now that you said what you wanted to say so get out of my house."
I hurried to my bedroom and shut the door. After a while, I heard the front door gently close, and I started crying. He fucking kissed me, which he later regretted.

He gave me my first kiss, but damn him for spoiling it. Now I can't look back on it with fondness. The blow of being rejected was devastating.

I couldn't control myself seeing her like this I was so pissed that she opened the door like this. Her sweet smell was enticing me to devour I just wanted to breather her in but unknowingly I started sucking her neck and oh god her moan is music to my ear.

I look up only to find her biting her soft luscious lips and her nipples poking her T-shirt.That's it I need her lips and I need to know what she tastes like
"I..fuck Lana. Are you planning to kill me."
I didn't wait for her reply and slammed my lips.
Her lips are my new favourite candy. And she tastes like mine fuck.

However, this was not meant to occur. I haven't seen her in a week.All I know that she is In London for a case.Her expression still bothers me; although she was hurt but she hid her feelings and kicked me out. She was hurt because of my stupidity. I never meant that to happen. I don't regret it Lana. I don't but I can't my heart belongs to Olivia.

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