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Henry Angst
No comfort
Tw: SH & abusive family & insecurities
Requested !
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Henry's pov:
I storm into my room after getting beat by my dad. I suddenly burst into tears. What is wrong with me. Why can't I be the perfect child my parents want..instead of being perfect Im a worthless, pathetic bully. My parents have always folded me that boys don't cry, but it's hard for me not to cry. I stood up and I walked to my mirror. I stared at my reflection. God why did I have to be so ugly. No wonder Lia didn't want to date me. Who would wanna date me? I'm short, ugly, stupid, worthless, pathetic. I hate myself so much. I stare at my bloody face but that only makes me cry more. I would call someone to comfort me but I don't have any friends. I only have drew and Liam. Knowing them, they'd make fun of me. I can't do this anymore. I walk to kitchen, sneaking past my parents room. I grab a knife and I run back to my room. I lock my door. I didn't want to kill myself, I just wanted to hurt myself. Maybe hurting myself would make me less weak and pathetic. I make a couple slits on my wrist with the knife. As I did so tears streamed down my face. That only made me cut more. I'm so pathetic. What is wrong with me. I throw the knife under my bed, looking at my bleeding wrists in the mirror. I wonder if I should clean them. But I end up not doing so. Jump in my bed and I curl up, hugging my pillow as I sob. The blood got all over my white sheets. I cry into the pillow, soon enough I fall asleep.
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Hi guys sorry for the short chapter, I didn't have a lot of ideas! But thanks for reading, I hope you liked it!
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