February 1, 2024
Daylon
So I got off the bus today and it was cold asf I can't take this winter shit but when I got in the house I immediately went to the bathroom cs I had to pee real bad after I got done I laid in my bed and went on facebook and saw my step grandma share a sorority post that's when I saw all the girls and I came across Mariah and Nico in the photo baby that's when I just couldn't take it no more I went on instagram and blocked her on all accounts because the viewing my shit gotta stop I then went back in the bathroom and cried
God why does this happen all the time, why is it so hard for me and him to be together or maybe we're just not meant to be together at all
I just started to pray and that's when I got all my supplies and started doing my bible study then finished it with reading some pages in the bible
My mom called me to come eat dinner
Janae: "have you been crying"
Daylon: "no"
Janae: "Day ik your lying"
Daylon: "I was crying about Daddy" (lying)
Janae: "why I told you to pray about it"
Daylon: "ik it's just hard sometimes"
Janae: "ik but everything gonna be ok, your plate over there"
Daylon: "ok"
I didn't tell my mom the REAL reason I was crying because I didn't want her to know I was crying over a boy specially a boy that's not my boyfriend it's just too much going on
God what do I do
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Faith
Teen FictionA story about a girl going through things in her life trying to get closer with god and having faith with what he's doing in her life while trying to understand things herself