Balcony crie's and Ciggaretts

Blocked and Depressed

Hurt that's what he feels ,but that's not special he's always hurt when he's by his parents or not. Not physical hurt mentally .

He's a dandelion child he know's it. He found out yesterday, after he scrolled the hole day on Tiktok . That's what he does most of his depressed days anyways ,not that anyone cares . I mean who should his parents pffttt ... they don't give a fuck about him , his friends he just has one and he didn't hear from him all week. I mean writing him wouldn't hurt and when he doesn't anwser hmm than he would just have to go next door for what where they neighbours right?. So that's what Milo decided, he would Text bis bestfriend because he was bored and he didn't see him all week .

Milo: Jamieee
Milo:Jameson
Milo: Hello you're here??
seen 12:45

Weird why would he not anwser ,now that he thinks about it in the last month all his anwser's where short and cold not like the Jamie he know's .
The Jamie he know's was nice and always there for him. Maybe he just forgott to write back yep he wouldn't just ignore him. right?
So Milo's next idea was to ask him pesonally and maybe go out to the convience store downstairs . So he got some money 20 € that would do , zipped up his hoodie and went next door.
He ringed once ,twice nothing by the third time Jamies Mother Mary was at the door of the apartment . He got suprised when he asked where Jamie was "you aren't with him"asked Mary ähhh no? "Weird" she murmerd Jamie said he would go downstairs he's probably somewhere downstairs. Okay I look for him Milo said " Say hi to him when you found him" said Jamie's mum.
So Milo went downstairs. What he was seeing there shocked him . Jamie sat in a Table At the convincestore with his older brother Daniel and his friends. Maybe you wonder why that shocked him so much ?
Because Jamie know's that Milo hate's his brother Daniel. He was insecure about him .It doesn't master why what mattes is that Jamie knew that and still hung out with him I mean he didn't even tell him. Like wtf he was literally not trying to cry. But what he heard next hurt him to his core "I don't even know why I hang out whith Milo when I could hang out with you all the time " said Jamie laughing.. laughing that Bastard was laughing .
"I know right Milo is so lame he doesn't even talk's to other people he clinges to you like crazy" said some dude with pink hair ecryone else nodded there head to that .. probably some friend from Daniel. Milo didn't even wanted to know the anwser to that statement .
So he did what he always does because he was a coward he would run ...run till he was at his safe.
He opend the door ran to his room and shut the door he heard the screaming of his mum how he was a dissapointment but for once he didn't care at all . The tears where streaming down his face ... he didn't know how long he cried but his he just tasted the saltyness on his face. He feelt empty . So next rationally move was texting Jamie for anwser. That he clearly needed.

Milo: we need to talk
Jamie : what's up ?? I'm kind of doing
something right now🙄
Milo: I heared you making fun of me
with my brother and I wanted
to ask why? I mean you know
how I feel about him !like WTF
Jamie : ugh why did you even
eavesdrop on our
conversication that's weird .
🙄

Milo: what ...
Jamie : I mean that's rude😒 and you
shouldn't be so stuck up. It
was literrally just a Joke
Milo : but that "JOKE "of you hurt me
Why do you even hang out?
Jamie :let me count
Milo: what??
Jamie: Reasons why they are
Funnier Duhh!!
than you
1. He and his friends are a Lot
more fun to be around I
can't don't do anything cool
with you 😐
2. You are so boring I literrally
have to do all the talking for
you're ass because you are
shy and introverted as fuck
3. You are boring as Fuck
Milo: are you fr right now ?
Jamie: someone had to tell you 🙄
Ohhhh I forgot I'm you're only
friend 🤭
Milo: I can't believe you
Jamie: sorry but I don't freaking care
about you or all you're worries
anymore

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Milo didn't know what he should do should he cry, scream or do nothing ...so he just sat there ... after a while he stood up and went on his balcony got out a pack pf cigarrets and stares at his ciggarett . He knew he shuldn't smoke .He promised Jamie but Jamie just broke contact with him . So he feelt petty and hurt.

He broke ...

Milo has been depressed for years but his best friend always hold him on his last string and know that best friend bloked him for the dumbest reason .
No one loved him...., he looked down...but he knew that he wouldn't jump .
For one good reason he feared it .
He feared death .

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So for who ever read's this story . Sorry for the spelling mistakes my first language isn't English😭 .
I hope you forgive me 😭😭
You're Mai