Bad Boy Jack Gilinsky

Asshole.

RECAP:

"Listen mel, I need to tell you something." He says trying to keep his balance

"What?" I ask serving him a cup of water

"I never told you but josh-"

"Uhm wait maybe you should go to sleep drink this and I can show you were to sleep." I say nervous i dont know why but i have a bad feeling this is something bad. I dont want to know anything about josh anymore I know I sound mean and selfish but i dont want to remember him as a bad guy more sense my last day with him wasn't so pretty, my eyes were starting to water.

"Wow. Mel calm down dont cry, I-I just want to get this off my chest because I know you actually loved him but he-he didnt love you he che-"

"Okay thats enough mark I don't care. Come this is were you will be sleeping."
I drag him up the stairs into a guest room and leave him on the bed. I couldn't hold it in I cried I was emotional. He was gonna say he cheated on me.

It all felt so real when I was with him. But.now I realise it was all a lie the feelings. Everything. Imagine how everything would have been if he had made it from that crash would he had stayed with me even if I was paralyzed? Would he had just left like everyone else? Would we still be dating? Would he abuse me more after that night?

I had so much questions in my head so much thoughts that I felt were making me go crazy.

I remember to text Johnson im home and the rest of the night I cried myself to sleep.

*

I open my eyes slightly before closing them again being temporarily blinded by the sun coming in through the blinds. I groan and get off my bed and open my eyes after they had adjusted to the light. I look in the mirror and gasp at my reflection. My eyes are puffy my hair is going in all diffirent direction and considering i didn't take my makeup off last night my mascara was smeared under my eyes.

I cleaned myself up and headed towards the kitchen. I looked in the fridge and grabbed an apple before being turned around by mark, we were a little too close for my liking so i took a step back while looking into his light brown almost hazel eyes,

"Hey, uhm do you want to um eat something? You can look in the fridge if you want" i said moving out of the way and going towards the island and sitting at a stool he turned and gave me questioning look but then turned to the fridge and got an apple aswell.

"Is something wrong?" Did he really just ask that? Yes, yes everything is perfectly fine even tho just last night you told me that josh never loved me that he cheated on me and whatever else you were gonna say before i cut you off sense you were so damn drunk that i had to drag you too the guest room- oh shit he was drunk he proabably doesn't even remember doing that.

"No, why. What do you want to do today."

"Oh well you uhm- nevermind is there a skate park somewhere here?"

"Oh yea ive never really been to it but ive passed by it many times."

"Great c'mon lets go" he says grabbing my hand and heading towards the door.

"Well aren't we taking our-"

"Nope lets just hang out plus i forgot to bring mine." I nodded and left the house after grabbing my phone and house key, locking the door behind me.

"Oh its packed tonight." I say looking towards the skate park.

"There's only about 11 dudes here, but they look weird so stay beside me at all times." He says pulling me closer towards him and once we pass the gates to get in its when i notice the jacks are here and their little group. It didn't take long for them to notice us either.