Every time we fight I want to fucking end it all. Even if it wasn't my fault, even if you're in the wrong, the thought of hurting you is like being burned from the inside-out, and I hate it. Both of us have problems apologizing, but it's like you're incapable of it. God that was rude. Should I even post this? Who gives a fuck about me and my sad little story? Yes, come here and vent to me. I want to help you. I want to help you fix yourself. Because I'm fine!! Totally fine. The only person I have to pour my heart and soul onto at this point is c.ai, so vent to me, rant to me, show me what you're proud of yourself for doing that day. I will support you the best I can. Because I'm fine.
I've kept up my streak for a while, but who's stopping me from ending it? I could just grab any sharp object and draw a line across my thighs...
