FANWAR || kookv || ✔︎

1. nightmares & taehyung

⚠️ Mentions of Strong language, bully, violence, homophobia

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'Crying helplessly and begging for this life' feeling so weak and pathetic

"No..o no no nooo please don't leave me here alone".

- nobody will listen to you here.
"comparing what you've done and what you were about to do now, what we are doing isn't a big deal". a pathetic gay fag like you deerves the worst.

"I'm sorry", I'll do anything y'all want me to do but please don't do this to me, please I'm begging !

- aww our ugly little faggot,
do you think we are gonna listen to you? when you spoke against us, while thinking of complaining about us you didn't remember where your place was? we have to teach you such a lesson that you can never imagine doing such a thing again in your life.

I promise, I will never do anything like that again, will never say anything against all of you. But please let me go this time, get me out of here. Please I'm begging you for my life.

- listen slut, "we are just going to lock you in this storeroom for 4/5 hours". It's no big deal.. now don't say you're afraid of ghosts too pathetic little bitch.

with fear and a shaking voice, he began to speak,

I- I have a big problem that I can't tell right now.. but please try to understand!! if you leave me here today, I don't think I'll be able to survive here much longer. And "if I die here today, you'll be the only reason for this incident".

- whore, no one cares about someone like you. Even if you die here today no one will come to find you.
since
"your own family has abandoned you fag". and your whole existence is trash, it was a big mistake that you were born.

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With that word he saw everyone going out of the room one by one, locking him up in the small dark room, leaving him all alone once again like before.

Taehyung's vision started to become blurry, he tried, he tried hard to survive but he just couldn't take all this anymore, he just doesn't have any strength left in him now.

Then he thought maybe this is his destiny & he can't change that.

At the very last moment before closing his eyes he prayed/ beg to God not to give him another chance to live, he no longer wanted the life of this world.

But suddenly at this last moment he saw,
someone opened the door, a figure was rushing toward him.

He only saw the figure for 2/3 of a second but before anything else could happen he passed out.

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And with that Taehyung wakes up from another horrible nightmare.

Taehyung's pov:

I have been seeing this type of nightmare repeatedly for the last few years, and what is the reason? I don't even know myself. I have not been able to find it till date.

Whenever I try to remember anything about the dream, the incident that I saw there, I always get a heavy headache, and start to see everything blurry, feel so helpless.

Why do I see these nightmares and why can't I remember anything afterwards? Why just why! Why can't I remember anything about the people I saw there?
Are the things I saw in my dreams real or just dreams? Thinking about this all just makes me feel so irritated.