Summer Breeze

You!

Just like a warm summer breeze,
Just like rays of sunshines,

From the moment I managed to
open my eyes from blinding lights,
I saw an unexpected sight.

You! Yes, you.
Loudly introducing yourself
into my little world.

Sweet like honey,
Who said I'll be sugar high.

You've came when I was broken.
A little happiness in a maze.
You're like a sunflower,
That puts a smile on my face.

Just like a fever,
I might have been crazy.
Never felt so comfortable
with a stranger whom I've just met.

Although we might be insanely different,
but we clicked like perfect puzzle pieces.
Effortless laughters,
Magnetic banters.

As much as I try to deny,
You indeed checked some of my boxes.
Not perfect, but magically, I'm attracted.

It's hard to not get attached.
But no, please.
I shouldn't be waiting for your texts.

Never met someone
who is not afraid to show and express his admiration, so honestly and upfront.
Cute but clingy.

Caught me off guard,
My heart skipped off beat.

No matter how hard I tried to convince myself that, nah you're not the one.
And also I know that
I'll still be well off without you,
But I kindda want you here with me.

I must have been under your spell,
That opening up my defensive gate
was easy for you.

Liking you was easy for me.
Seeing that same hopeless romantic,
that disappeared years ago,
Looking at me in the mirror right now.
I'm scared, I do.

You've charm your way into
my boring life.
Melting off an old block of ice.
What do I do?

To keep myself sane,
I rejected your sweetness.
But you said that you'll be heartbroken.
Because you tried hard to impress me.

I'm just timid, scared, or anything you would describe me.
I just don't wanna get hurt again.
I'm sorry.

I've tried to rationalise everything.
Scared to cause unwanted heartbreaks.
Yea, for both you and me.

Yet,
my emotions are fighting to take over.

Still,
I wanted to enjoy moments with you.

Although,
I don't see a future yet.

But,
I can already picture myself
with you letting the world be.

Well, at least in my imagination...

I caught my heart yearning for more,
secretly hoping that somehow I might hold your hand one day.

Fighting off all my doubts
that clouds my mind and,
Finding courage to chase the light.

Hate to admit that,
You! Yes, you.
Made an anti romantic,
Want to fall in love again.

Hoping that soon,
I'll be there. The firm yet warm
Bear-like comfort in your embrace.

Hoping that soon,
My allegations for judging myself for being unrealistic will be dismissed.

Hoping that soon,
Someone, could treat me right.

I'll take the courage
to revise this sentence

Hoping that you,
would say something,
And I'll be by yourside.

Hoping that soon,
It would not just be
another summer dream....

But maybe a future
that we would sort it out
and learn together.
Yes, we.