Tainted Middlemist

Chapter 1

"You traitor! Pinaniwala mo ko sa lahat lahat. Because you knew what I've been thru alam mo at ginawa mo pa lahat kung pano ko unang na kwento!! Pero sa sobrang tiwalang binigay ko sayoo" tumingin ako habang pinipigilan na ma ilabas ang nag babadyang luha... "Hindi ko na napansin yung mga maling ginagawa mo dahil sa.... Buong akala ko hindi mo kayang gawin sakin yon!!" hindi ko mapigilang sumigaw habang halo halong emosyon ang mararamdaman ko dahil sa mga nalaman ko.

Tinignan ko muli ang kanyang mga mata muling nag salita sa mababa tono na kanya namay' maririnig "pa..pano...mo nagagawang paikutin ako sa likuran, Habang nasisikmura mong makipag usap sakin na parang walang nangyari harap harapan?" seryosong wika ko.

"...."

i look at his eye one more time to confirm, i didn't need to hear his answers...Now ik he's never a FRIEND to me all those years...I thought he was my one true friend. I didn't turn my head back while running...I run fast hindi ko alam kung san ako makakarating wala na ko pakielam basta makalayo sa lugar na yon.

I turned my head right way to see a car heading towards me before i know it...

~car screeech!..~

It was loosing control... nearing my way and last thing i knew, i saw a flash before closing my eyes feeling tired all over...idk what the people are talking...all i could hear was a loud crash before totally zoning out.

~1 Week Later~

Well...Well...darling this isn't a fairy tail story for you, wake up and face reality...Walang mag babago kung pipilitin ko maalala yung mga nangyari noon...inis na wika ko habang nakatingin sa sariling reflection.

Isang lingo na nakakalipas after ng sinasabi nilang incidente, ewan lang Wala naman akong maalala maliban sa unang pangalan ko kahit apilyedo ko hindi ko na alam...rather Nakita ko lang sa id buong name ko HAHAHA

Maybe, My past is not a good memory so my own memory system shut it down. Just my intrusive thoughts fn...
Let's just do night routine so I can sleep... Especially i had a tiring day....

~30 minutes later~

I'm now laying in bed, staring at the ceiling...thinking abt everything from the start...but...it all gave me a headache...I had the urge to hypnotize myself para maalala ko lahat pero wala eh, sumasakit lang talaga ulo ko sinusubukang maalala lahat.

Anyways, While reminiscing a random 4 digit number pop up my head #0303...Bigla nalang ako napa upo...dahil sa pagtataka kung bakit bigla ako may naalala...nagtataka parin...dali dali ko na lamang itong isinulat sa tiny notebook ko para hindi ko makalimutan...Still confused I tried it in the 4 number padlock I had with this wooden box, Yep...I have a lot of things that's locked up... but couldn't open coz...yk...i... kinda...uhmm...forgot every single memory except my first name...Oo nga pala...i saw my full name sa...I'd ko technically my name is Calicea... well...well...not bad it suits me...I'm sleepy overthinking everything...i... should sleep for now...im gonna have a headache for some reason.

~morning~

buzz...buzzz...(Vibrate Alarm)

ughhhh...it's...so...early... don't...wanna...wakee...up...my alter ego is having a fight with me, kung babangon naba or hindi pa...ay...talaga naman.

I tried to lift my body at umupo to check the time it was (⏱️ 6:45 am) and...oh...shittt!...I'm gonna be... freaking be lateee!!...napasigaw ako at nag madali na halos matumba tumba na ko papunta ng shower at nag madali maligo after...I wore my clothes...As I was speeding my eyes landed on the time it was already (6:59 am), I couldn't even comb my hair dahil sa pagmamadali, bwisit dahil to sa pag overthink ko last time....