A Song for You

Chapter 4

Bang Chan's POV

Bang Chan leaned against the wall of the rehearsal studio, watching his members practice the latest choreography. The energy in the room was electric, but his mind was elsewhere, caught in a whirlwind of thoughts. 

As the leader of Stray Kids, he felt the weight of responsibility on his shoulders, a constant pressure to lead his team to success. Every day was a balancing act of hard work, dedication, and the fear of not living up to expectations.

He had been pushing himself harder than ever, juggling songwriting, choreography, and the demands of being a public figure. The late nights spent in the studio, perfecting every detail, often left him exhausted. But he thrived on that pressure; it was what drove him. 

He wanted to be the best leader he could be, to inspire his members and create music that resonated with fans. Yet, in the midst of all this, there was a part of him that felt the strain of leadership—a fear that he might let his team down.

It was during one of these rehearsals that he first noticed Aera Kim. She was sitting quietly in the corner, her eyes fixed on him and the other members as they danced. There was something captivating about her presence, a quiet intensity that drew him in. He had seen her a few times before, always observing from a distance, her expression a mix of admiration and shyness.

Bang Chan found himself stealing glances at her whenever he could. He was curious about the girl who seemed to be everywhere yet remained so elusive. She had a certain beauty that caught his eye—her delicate features, the way her hair framed her face, and the subtle smile that appeared when she thought no one was watching. He couldn't help but wonder what she thought about when she watched them practice.

As the rehearsal continued, he felt a pang of guilt. Here he was, focused on his own struggles and the pressures of leadership, while Aera sat quietly, seemingly content to remain in the background. He wanted to reach out to her, to learn more about the girl who had piqued his interest, but he didn't know how. The fear of intruding on her space held him back.

Bang Chan's thoughts drifted back to the responsibilities he carried as a leader. He often felt the pressure to be perfect, to set an example for his members. He wanted to be strong for them, to guide them through the challenges they faced. But in the back of his mind, he couldn't shake the feeling that he was still figuring things out himself.

"Am I doing enough?" he wondered, watching his members dance with enthusiasm. "Am I giving them what they need?" The fear of failure loomed over him, a constant reminder of the stakes involved. He pushed those thoughts aside, focusing instead on the music and the choreography, but they lingered like shadows.

As the rehearsal wrapped up, he caught sight of Aera again, standing off to the side, her notebook clutched tightly in her hands. She looked small and fragile, yet there was a quiet strength about her that intrigued him. He wanted to know more about her, but the fear of overstepping held him back.

"Maybe I should just say hi," he thought, his heart racing at the idea. "But what if she doesn't want to talk?" Instead, he observed her from a distance, watching the way she interacted with his members, her laughter soft yet genuine. Each time their eyes met, he felt a spark of connection, a reminder that they were both navigating their own paths in this chaotic world of music and performance.

 He wanted to understand the girl who had captured his attention, even if just for a moment. And as he watched her smile shyly back at him, he felt a flicker of hope that maybe, in time, he could bridge the gap between their worlds.

A/N:

Hey readers! Should I add more POVs from other characters like Bang Chan, Yeonjun, and Soobin?