LOST (manxboy)

Chapter 9

THEO

I buried myself to my bed, crying can't comprehend the event happened earlier this morning. While I was crying it started to rain as if the gods is with me crying with all these pain that I had.

I was at the hospital earlier after the event and I thanked god Derek was okay, he was my friend and also my doctor who will help me delivered my child and that man's child. I was shocked that Sam find me and attacked us at the same time. I'm literally going to kill Sam for what he did, I will never forgive him.

As I was being engulped by my blankets 'cuz to be honest it's freaking cold here, I heard knocking through my small apartment that I've settled. I sigh who the fuck will gonna bothered me in this time of hours I said through my mind.

As I was coming closer towards the door when the banging is so loud as if my door will going to break "What the hell" I mumbled solemnly I peaked through the little hole on my door and I see the one and only father of my child of our child. He's messed, wet and I bet he's drunk.

"Please, open the door angel" He said the hell he's still calling me that this man is so delusional and again he banged the door like there's no tomorrow "Go now you just wasting your time in here" I shout to the man outside my apartment "Please, please, please" He begged "No, after what you did hell no!" I shout at him he again banged at my door and he's disturbing not just me but also my neighbors.

I opened my door and quickly pulled him inside my apartment " What do you want!" I said angrily and look at him, he's wet and shrivering like a cat "You" he said and to my perspective I wasn't so shock this is his strategy to make my heart shattered again to pieces. I pulled some of the towel to my closet and throws at him "Put that I don't want any man die because of pneumonia here" I said firmly and he quickly do it.

"Speak and explain yourself" I said "Please forgive me for leaving you" he explains I've heard it so many and I'm over it "You didn't just leave me Sam, you make me feel like I'm in love for the first and at the same time like a prostitute who's selling body to anyone" I said sobbing from the pain and right he didn't know that I was carrying he's own child and I don't want him to know it hence, to my wearing right know which is a jacket that is so big two people can fit. He's sobbing and I didn't look at him, I don't want to see his pain and I don't want to stress myself anymore.

"Please forgive me" he said coming closer to me I was stunned even though he was at that state he is still as handsome and charming, he cupped my face his hands was so hot and relaxing, I opened my eyes he's attempting to kiss me but, things doesn't go well he buried himself to my neck and I can feel the hot breathing and he passed out. I was thankful that my bed is just over there carrying this big bulky man while having a medium bump to my tummy isn't great.

I lay him down to my bed, I hoped this man didn't fake it. "Please, please forgive me for what I did" he said "Shut up and lay down" I said with serious tone he quickly lay down this man is like a puppy right now.

I pulled all of the wet clothes to his body after the pants is out, the boxers his wearing is the dangerous part and because of the hormonal things I can feel something on me I mean who doesn't this man is a greek god the sweat all over him is glistening and it was so freaking hot. "Can you please stand up and wear this" I said I gave my own shorts to him and quickly not look at it as he pulled out his underwear "Done, do you forgive me?" He said "You have a fever Sam please lay down now" I said I'm gonna get some water to clean you, as I was wiping his face with a towel he's staring me " What?" I said he just close his eyes and sigh "You need to rest and I hope you can go tomorrow" I said "Drink this" he quickly get the pill for fever and help him to drink some water "Thank you" he said as I was going to stand and plan to go to the bathroom he holds my hand "Stay" I sighed I was supposedly angry at him but how " I'm going back" I said. Right now staring myself to my mirror I sighed take my jacket away from body and stared again to the mirror my bell started to be so big and I mean three months I shouldn't be suprise.

I go back to the bed and found an handsome and big man already sleeping I decided to sleep too but put some distance between him and me and tomorrow I'm gonna take care of this shit again. But, after I've settled down to big and bulky arms pulled me closer and put it to my belly and shit I don't know what to do, I can feel his hands rubbing to my belly "Did you eat so many?" He ask "Yes and shut up, sleep" I said in a serious tone he just laughed and after a while I can feel his snoring. Oh god I quickly pulled away his arms but I lost his arms is gripping my waist so tight, please god help me to sort things out before I go crazy.

Hi, sorry for not updating y'all been busy lately I hope y'all okay here in the Philippines we have again experienced another typhoon that take away the lives and livelihoods of so many people. Hope all of you was doing okay sending hope and love 🌈❤️
-josi🦋